Word

Posted by Aiden Chan on April 20, 2010 in

Long time never updated my blog…
I am busy with my exam last time…
Finally I am in holiday now… =)

I should be happy because of it but I’m not…
When I started my holidays my friends start school…
Ish…

And also I screw psycho paper up…
Will be resit for sure… =(

Went out with my friends last few days…
Now I at Kampar because there is something need to do…
And only here can online… =P

That’s all is about myself recently…
Now I want to write something to release my feeling…

Word is very important and it had a powerful effect to human being…
Any words when you speak out you may make a person feel happy for a long time…
But you also may hurt a person deeply…

Human being never know that word had powerful effect…
Just like you do not know that how powerful of the word affect on me…

I care everything like every word said by others especially you…

I am not a wise man…
I do not have a very high EQ…

I am just a normal guy…

I thought I can control it but can’t…
I thought I can be used to it but in fact I’m not…
I am being used to the way u will…

Sorry for annoying again…

Stay at home nothing to do and just waiting for something which won’t happen anymore…
Try to find something to do to ignore the feeling…
Try to find something to do to let me leave away from it…

I am being buried in this situation…
I never be this way before…

I blame on myself why I can be like this…
Never control myself and my EQ is low…

Haiz…
Ab, what you say are right…
I really release it at that time but for other reason… =)

There are many feeling in my mind now…
I can’t write all of it out…
Next time I only write it out…

Lastly just want to say that…

My feeling out of my control…

Alone attack me again…