Care

Posted by Aiden Chan on May 09, 2010 in

Have a nice and good chat with Kok Chun during this few days…
I had talk much about myself and also know more about him…
I feel the same way with you…
I am happy to chat with you too… ^^

I never thought that we can have a good conversation like right now…
I met you since primary school and we said that we are friends forever and so on…
Haha… that time is you, wen hao and me…

Nobody knows what will happen in the future…
Three of us break differently during secondary school…
We have our own gang during that time…

Destiny makes us met up again after graduate from secondary school…
And found out that actually we have the same idea in certain aspect…

I have found out a lot of things after chat with you…
And I also told you something I never told others before…
I endure it since the day I have argued with him…
You know the feeling and all of this… haha…
Good, because finally I found out someone who has the same idea with me… =P

I know you care about him so much and more than what we expect…
You are feeling tired on it…
I have nothing to say but don’t regret… ^^

Know more about you and him…
I know that I am not that much important like you to him…
(Actually I know it since long time but like what I said to you.)
(I need to get proof so then I can only judge it as sure.)

So that I am too sensitive like what he said…
Sorry for annoying last time…
I am too good with my memory but not full of revenge in my mind like what you said…
(Next time when meet only discuss about it)
(May argue again if chat in msn, don’t want it happen again =P)
And for sure I know more about what happened between both of you…

Well, I am too annoying but I know it… =P
I am so “one plus seven equal to eight”… xD
As you know what I will do… =P
This is my style… haha…

I know you will never come to my blog… (Except you are bored and nothing do)
But I still want to tell you that…
I have much things want to tell you…
I am jealous on it and I know this is not my business…
But I still want to tell you and chat with you about it…
I really cannot bear to see you are sad about it…
There are too much things to share with you but you are not here right now…
I can’t wait till you back and tell you…
Depend on how and I may take action also… =P

I will never give up to anything although I get hurt of it…
May be you know this point so that you never take action…
Well, I don’t know right or not about what I would do…
But I know this is my way… =)

Sometimes human being likes to stimulate by certain issue…
They will only take action on it…

Is it the only way to change everything around us?

I still believe in that there are others way to change it…
If really need a stimulation to stimulate you, I hope I can be the one who lost…
Use my relationship to exchange the relationship between both of you…
I know that I am stupid because no one can represent anyone…
But it had small effect on people also…
It may help someone and I will to do it… =)
As long as it can save someone and so on…

Hate myself so much because I know more about it but I can do nothing right now…
Think about those issues during this few days…
Happy about it because I had long time never chat with my friends by this way…
Chat with Kok Chun and Yeli for the whole night…
Know more about each other…
It is a good thing which we should do… xD

And it also makes me missing someone else…

I know I treat you badly last time…
But I really miss you so much… =)
But you never know it also… haha… never mind…
This is what I should accept for what I had done to you… =)
Remember happy always and find me in the future…
I will happy if you still remember me… =)

My result will be release on 14/5/10…
Next Friday before open school…
But I am not waiting for it because I know what I will get…
I know what I had done in the exam and what I should get…

Countdown 7days for open school…
I need to return back my college life and hope it will help me to ignore some feeling…
What the hell am I doing right now…
I am too easy to influence by others… ish…

Ab~~~ (again xD)
I had much thing want to share with you…
Awaiting the day you move in to our house… ^^

Like what Kok Chun said that I am too easy to cry…
I know it since long time ago but I am just treating it seriously recently… xD

I feel pretty happy for last whole week because I had went out with my old school mates…
Tuesday went to parade with Yin Jye and mit pu, shopping with Yin Jye…
I had never felt this way since long time ago…
And I am return back to the one who care own much… ^^

Started to get back my market value…
Yee Wei, Kok Chun, Mit Pu, Boon Hui and Mang Chean always said that I had no market value at all…
What the hell you all are saying…
Last time still have many people target on me one… xD
The time I slip down also is the time my market value increase… xD
Don’t ask me when it is I can’t give you a specific answer…
But I just can say it will come soon… =P

I don’t know what should do right now actually…
There are too much things in my mind right now and dilemma…
What should I do for it?

I don’t know what I doing right now am right or not…
There are too many things happened in sudden…
I can’t response all of it at time and having the right action…

Anywhere I am just following my principle…

Do something better than do nothing…
I care about everything which around me…

Never give up for anything although it hurts you a lot…

It hurt you because you care it…