Confuse

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 05, 2010 in

Yesterday I had a long talk with Pui Chin…
Finally saw her…

I had text her many time to ask her come out and chat…
Finally I had already told her what I want to say…

Now I just want to tell you…

Whatever what decision you had make…
Please do not regret about it…

If you regret mean you are not respect to your decision right now…
Do not feel regret after make the decision…
That’s enough for it…

There are many ideas come into my mind after chat with her…
Suddenly I started to doubt about my future…

What will be happened in the future?
What I want to be in my future?

Can I achieve the future which I set for mine now?

There are no answers for all the questions…

The real life was disturbed my train of thoughts…
The condition of being mature is think more…

I really think too much recently…
And it makes my brain can’t afford it…

Just now I had taken a nap and now feel better…

I just want to be alone and think about it…
I like to think…

Is it the future really far from us?

Always listen from the others say that…

“Study this course and then you will no need to worry your future.”

Are you sure?

Human being always likes to believe in thing which is benefit to them…

Can you sure that anything will be fine like what you had mentioned?

A lot of people always say that early to work can get more work experience than others who are still studying…
Its sound good and it is true…
They are really had more work experience than the others who still studying…

But do you have think before that is it really easy to get the work experience?
Do you have think before about how those people get their work experience?

Do you?

We always hear someone say that…
Study this course and you no need worry will lost job in the future…
Really?
Things really are well and good like what you say?

Say the truth…
Nobody had thought deeply about it…

Human being always likes to look at the surface of certain thing…
And always forget about the inside of certain thing…

I am started to doubt about my future…
Can I achieve to the future which I say before?

I can’t get the answer now…
I should really need to think about it…

What I want and what I need actually…

“What you want is not what you need actually”

this is my quotation…

“And what you need usually not what you’re willing to achieve.”

This is quote from Dai Koh…

Human being is like this…
Always like to ask for more and do not want to let something go…

Just like what my friends told me before…
There are many parts for changed in our life…
There is a lot of different changing in different parts of our life…

I am in changing in one of the part of my life…

Using the old words…

Changing for improvement…
Without changing there are no improvements…

But I hate changing…

I am feeling confuse to my future…
I should think about it…

Good luck, my friends…