Wednesday, February 10, 2010


Day : Sunday
Date: 07/02/2010

Receive a call from a person who I hate it so much…
Receive disgusting news…

Something was come to me when I answer the call…
It makes me feel disgusting and annoying…

Angry was surrounding my mind…
Makes me gonna do something…

You should know that I hate you so much since long time ago…
You do ever know that how much I hate you…
Nothing gonna change my hate for you…

I don’t care how close we are…
I don’t care who you are…
I just know that you are someone who is not important in my life…

I am ruthless at all…
But I only am ruthless to you…
You don’t ever know that how wrong you are…

You only think that you are right and correct at all…
Other person all is wrong…

Well…
I just tell you…

You are wrong!!!


Do you think you are so smart right now?
Do you think you are so clever now?
Do you think you can handle everything by yourself alone?

How old are you now?
Do you still young like me? Just answer my question…

Opps…
Sorry about that I don’t know you can’t understand what I am saying…

Nothing will happen like right now if you understand what we told you before…
You always think you are right…

Do you know you are stupid?
No… not stupid…
Actually you are rubbish!!!

Who you are actually?
Do you think you are god?

Sorry to my friends…
Let you all read something bad…
Actually I want to keep write about my daily life during holidays…

Suddenly feel freaking angry…
So I write it out to release my emotion…

I not write about my friends…
So no need guess who I am talking on…

The person I talk is my brother…

Some people will think that I am so rule to my brother…
Actually I am…

I do not explain about it…
And I don’t think that I am wrong…

Sorry…
Relationship between me and my brother is horrible bad…
Friend who read my blog since long time ago will know it…
I have written many things about it in my old blog Wretch…
I am ruthless to my brother…
If you say I am cold blood and not a human being…
Sorry, you just keep thinking what you think on me…

Now he says that he want to use laptop for his “business”…
Don’t ask me what business it is…
I don’t know and I’m not interest to know it…

So that he wants borrow my laptop…
What a “GOOD” idea…

Fuck off!!! No such thing okay…

I don’t want to get back a laptop which is broken…
I don’t want to get back a laptop which hard disk is empty…
I don’t want my laptop gone away from me…

I don’t want you touch my thing…
I don’t want you disturb my life…

I am not allowing you do anything which bothers me…
Please leave me far away…

Please do your thing in your side…
I will also do my thing on my side…

Please don’t bother each other…

I will repair the old laptop and return it back to you…
And don’t think that I have the obligation to repair it…
Because my desktop also gone by your hand…
I don’t want my laptop also the same…

Just don’t touch my thing and so on…
Go away from me…

Angry still stick with my mind…
Can’t cold it down…
Breathing hard now…

I don’t know how to stop it…
I don’t know what I will do…

Don’t stimulate my emotion…
Cause you never know what I will do to you…

I am ruthless now…

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Conclusion: bad bad bad day…

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Mood: moody 25%

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Orange says:
Do not try to bait people who around you….
They also have feeling…

Try to understand other…
And don’t think you are right at all…

Although you are someone who important to a person…
The person may also do something which you unexpected…

“What you gave to a person, what you will get back from a person.”

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~The End~

2 comments

CCM...i don't know what to say.
but just don't like ur angry face...
我所认识的你是很开心的!别再想着不开心的事啦~你读好书来,然后就可以选择你的人生、你的生活啦。
this is what i want to say..haha
add oil!

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thank you flower...^~^
haha... i hope i can return back to the pastself...
but real life make me feel tired on it...
but don't worry about it...
i will never changed on something...
thank you for supporting me and cheer me up...

i will try my best to be the past self...hehe...
thank you ar...^^

and miss you also ar... my friend... ^~^

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