ILY all

ILY all

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 29, 2010 in

Now is 4.54am…
I will have a class later on at 11am…
And I am not sleeping yet… haha…
Listening to an old song name and also writing this post… xD

Back from Ghanny just now…
Going to yum cha with Pui, Timmy and kc…

I was play mahjong with Kc and Pui at my house before we go to ghanny…
Want to say sorry to my housemate Lewis koh…
Sorry for annoying…

Lose money in the game but I am happy with it…
Not much money but it gives me lot happiness… =)
By the way ab was just sit behind us and plays online game…

There is one bad news for just now…
My domokun is not my lucky star… =(
I was losing money when it sits beside me…
I was won the game when I put it back to my room…
What a bad bad news to me… haha…
(YeeWei, your present can’t bring lucky to me..haha…)

Anywhere, I still love domokun so much… xD

Water is all around nick house just now because of certain issue…
And this is my first time see that houses which look like a small pool…
Cleaning it up and we had come out many of jokes which make us laugh non-stop…

My result will be release soon mean in the morning later…
Worries come closer to me when the time move forward…
I am nervous than yesterday but yet I still enjoy playing mahjong with them… xD

As usual like all of my course mates…
Worry about the result but we had no choice to ignore or how…
It already being a fact which we cannot change anymore…
We can’t ignore it and we need to face it also…
God bless me please…

And I want to tell Ke Wei…
Don’t worry about your result, you will be fine and pass all subject by a flying colour... =)
So don’t worry about it…

Now is 5.13am and I still sitting in front of my laptop…
6 hour later I will need to attend class…
And for sure I will need to check my result…

Nervous is come to me closer…
And I can really feel it…

Worries make me over thinking and yet I can’t control my mind…
This is one of my feelings right now…

In the other hand, there is something comes into my mind after worries comes…
And this is the reason for me to write about this post…

I just want to say that…

Thank you to my friends…
This is what in my mind right now…
I love the way we stick together and tease on each other…
Come out many jokes and so on…

Hope that our friendship will be endless…
And continue like what had right now…
I am used to this way already…

Wish that we all can get what we want later…
And also passing the entire subject with a flying colour… =)
Cheer up…

Well, is time to sleep and rest…
Don’t want to make myself feel bad later…
Nothing else important actually...
I just want to say out what in my mind right now...

You all are my destiny…

ILY all…

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No Plan

No Plan

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 26, 2010 in

This is an old post which I hope to update for a long time already…
Anywhere I still want to tell you all about it… =P

I can’t online always to do what usual I do at Kampar…
I miss my facebook game and blog so much… haha… xD
Before I started my story…
I want say that this post will be long because I had many things to write… xD

I came back from Kl with my friends…
Actually we planned to go Cameron highland at first…
Suddenly plan changed … =P
We are planning to go Genting but no room for us…
At last we go to Kl… xD

“No plan is a plan.”

New quotation created by us at this time… haha…

You may think that we’re crazy…
However, I think so, but it brings a lot fun to us...

We were taken a lot of photos when we reached a place…
Most of the photos were at ab and Timmy camera…
So that I just upload some photos which in my handphone…
Haha…

Wake up in the early morning for waiting them come to fetch me… =)
After that go fetch ab and we have our breakfast at “Fu Shan” opposite… =P
Haha… also eat dim sum… xD
After that we started our journey…

We were too boring in the car during on the way go Cameron highland…
What we can do in car was only take photo…
(My favorite xD )
And also kacau other especially KC… xDWe pass forward a waterfall during the time we leave Cameron highland…
For sure that we stop the car and go for it… xD
Taken a lot of photos but all in Timmy camera…
Haha…
Hate that I can’t walk into the water like ab and pui pui, because I wearing a long jean pants…
Hate it… but I still try to walk in… xD (stubborn, I am so KC =P) After that we go to KL…

We get lost in Kl …
Using my suck handphone GPS… bring us go somewhere we not plan to go…
(My false because I set wrong place, sorry)

This experience tells me that next time do not drive alone in Kl if you don’t know how to go a place which you wanted to go… xD

The first day of the trip was mostly sitting in the car… special trip… =P
Haha…

We drive around the Kl town (actually we get lost already)…
Suddenly we drive to KLCC…
First time stay closer to KLCC…
A feeling come to my mind which I never feel before…
Haha… don’t know who to describe it…
Anywhere, it is not important… =)After that we go back to hotel…
Finally back to hotel because we get lost till don’t know how to back… xD
Same thing again like what we done in car…
I and Pui hear something scary… oh my god…

After that timmy and pui sleep…
I and Ab continue what we done in the car today…
The mission of this time is not to let Kc sleep… xD

He was so pity cause drive for the whole day, tired and yet he can’t sleep well…
I and Ab don’t let him sleep… xD
continue kacau him from morning till midnight... xD

The second day we went to sungei wang which a place I love it so much…
And I buy one things…

Besides that I saw a lot of domokun… oh my god…
Next time I must buy It If I have much of money… =P
After that we go to a place which called lookout point before we back…
Having dinner at there and that place really nice… =)

Romance place if you come with your partner…
A good try if you can go there… (Promoting the place) xDAfter that we go back ipoh at night…

Sorry to my friends if my emotion influence you guys…
And make the trip like not happy… sorry…

I found out something when go out with you all…
I never think before when go out with other people…

I found out that I can’t really put away everything and just play at all…
Think too much and I am worry too much…

I found out that I can’t exactly play till crazy and don’t think much of the result…

Am I being more mature to think more than last time…
Or I am just being too cowardly compare to last time?

Sorry for that…
And really thank you for calling me to go… =)

I really feel pretty happy when saw you all…
Tease on each other and acting… xD

And I never do crazy thing like this before…
Suddenly plan to go somewhere which far and then direct goes it…
It is really a special experience to me… =D

“No plan is a plan.”

Haha… it really not match to PR concept but I love it… xD
We will only meet again when school started…

Nobody knows what will happen in the future…
I hope that my nightmare will never come…

Really thank you to Ab sham, PuiPui, Timmy and Kchun… =)
Bring a lot of happiness to me…
I know it was annoying because I non-stop to say it…
But It really what I want to say…

Thank you to god for giving me all what I own right now…
I really happy on what I get right now although I am damn fat now… =P

It is a fairly tales to me which about friends and life…
Whose say fairly tales is only for romantic couple love?
It is a fairly tales and I love it so much…

Last but not least…

An ending mean a beginning of the other story…

Awaiting the other story of us…

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Friends list

Friends list

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 26, 2010 in

I was gone back to kampar past few days…
Nothing special to do but just go there to meet my secondary school friends… =)
They all studying in Utar and now is the time for their final…

For sure have a happy moment with all of them…
Like what we usually do when meet up…
Go having dinner together…
After that stay at their house and play some “violence” game… xD

This is what we always done so during the time I stay at their house…
By the way, I call this house as “Devil house”… xD
Cause they always ask me to move in and play some crazier games…Like last time Wai Kheng birthday, we play a game…
Loser need to eat the most “tasty” cake…
Oh my god, luckily I am not the one who eat that cake… xD
For sure we had take down a lot of video and photos…

Some more we still play a weight lifting competition…
And the object which they plan to lift up is one of my friends... xD

And the other time was Siew Xin birthday…
And that time I still rushing with my assignment….
Having dinner with them and after that, they still persuade me go to their house to continue…
But I had not done my assignment yet and the deadline was the next day of the day…
At last, they win the situation and I go to their house to finish my assignment…
As you can see that they all are really devil… haha…

Really feel happy when meet them…
Play something crazy and have a fun talk…
No gap between us and just be what I be used to… =)
This time we still taken some weird photos… have a look… =P
We pose like Power ranger… xD
We purposely pose like that… haha…
The next day after back from Kampar…
Going out with Ab at jusco…
We had talk a lot and discuss a lot of things…
Really long time never meets her and really has many things to chat with her…

And we went to sing K at that time…
It quite fun cause only 2 of us, and we can sing a lot… xD
And it recalls back my memory…
Well, It was passing and I can’t do anything for it anymore…
What I can do is do not let myself to regret for anything anymore…

Like what my friend Teong Eu said “Friends are amazing”…
Totally agree with this point… =)

It is a part of our life, without friends our life was not that successful I can say so…
Friends can influence a person personality and thinking a lot…
It can help us escape from loneliness sometimes…
And exchange our opinion…
Cry together and smile together no matter what happen…

I really love my friends so much…
Thank you for being my friends…
And hope you all won’t forget me…

I can promise that I will never forget you all…
Although I had leave from your friend list sometimes… =)
But for all of you, your name will be always in my friends list as long as you tell me your name before… xD
If not, how can I remember you? xD

Less to contact not mean that I forget about you…
For me, I dislike msn and sms sometimes…
I will feel ease if I receive your sms or saw you appear online in the msn list…
So that I can know that you’re still there and still around me…

Few more days to go, my studies life are started again…
And the result will be release on next Wednesday…
Hope that everything will be fine…

Without friends, life is so hard…
With love partner, life will be so sweet…
With friends, life will be more than what you give… =)

Actually this post is nothing much to talk about…
I just want to say…

I love my friends so much…

IMY all…

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Disconnect

Disconnect

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 20, 2010 in

I am still in the holidays so that I can’t online always as I like…
Firstly I want to say thank you to Wai Hong…
Without him I can’t online for the whole night…
By the way, also given me a chance to change the background of my blog and update it…
Haha…

Have a chat with Mun Mun yesterday night…
Chat till the line disconnect…
When I get back, she was appearing offline already… lol… haha…

Started conversation like usually what we do…
She said that I look emo through read my blog…
I feel a bit surprise for it…
Am my blog post look emo? Haha…
She keeps saying that feel like I am unhappy with my life recently…
I answer that not so, and I am just in the process of growing up, just think much only…

My best friend Veronica Karwai sends me a message through facebook…
She intro a Chinese book named …
She said that this book make help me in my recently life…
Well, I will go search for it… thank you =)
And also have a little chat with her…
Like what usually we chat about and encourage each other…haha…
Thank you for remember me what I told you last time…
And thank you for cheer me up…
Actually I feel pretty happy on that day when I met you in jusco…
Although we had no chat at all and just clap my hand…
But I really feel pretty happy at the moment… haha…

Well, thank you to you all for caring me…
Actually I am not emo, just in the situation of dilemma on something…
Thinking more and more is what usually we do when we growing up…
I really can’t impudicity myself like last time, and this makes me be what I am today…
I am the kind of person who likes to think much…

[Me + think too much + the process of growing] = [Think more than last time]

I will be think more and more than last time for now… xD

No worries, I won’t let myself down and as you know that, I am a member of anti-emo… =)
Certain thing for sure will not change at all although many things had changed…
You are what you are now and I am still the one...
I am still the one who called “Orange” and optimism always… =)
(Ab sham you should remember this point, haha…)

Have a nice chat with Ab through handphone and msn…
Feel like long time never meets her…
I had lot of things want to share with her, that’s why we chat non-stop when I can online…
She told me about what they doing now, how are them recently, what are their feeling…
I am listening to it, analyzed it, give comment on it and I answer it…
Love the way of conversation…
At least I still can chat with someone else… =)

Have an msn chat with timmy also…
Using the way which I be used to…
Seem like different version from what I heard from others…
I don’t know about it…
Is not to judges who say the original version…
Different people have different mean of it…
I just can’t feel the tone of the voice and all things of the person who I talking to…
May be I get different of version through this…

MSN is one of the good software to let people communicate, easy and important that it is free of charge…
However, word can’t tell the exactly meaning which a person wants to say so…
Without original tone of voice, emotion and other we can’t exactly know what in the person mind actually…

That’s why I always prefer talk face to face than msn or sms…
Maybe you’re crying but you told me you’re happy through msn…
Maybe you’re nothing but I think that you’re in an anger mood through msn…
This will happen because we like think individual and guess by self…
And last will end with a worst situation…

Well, anything I will only chat with you when meet you if I still remember what I want to chat… haha… xD

You asked me that what I unhappy for…
I just dislike other to help me make a decision without informing me at all…
I can blame myself if I make a wrong decision…
At least I can escape a chance to angry my friends from it…
Don’t think that everything will always to be same…
Everything is always in changing… you also knowing that…
Anywhere, others we only talk when meet…
I may take it too serious, but this is who I am and I take serious on everything…
Sorry for annoying, you can just ignore it…

Long time never online, this makes me feel like disconnect with my friends…
Waiting the others plan and arrange for me…
Waiting for the feedback from others…
Actually I’m not being used to it, anywhere, whose care?

Many unlucky things happened recently, but I still have hanged out with friends but less…
Don’t know why I will feel like no connection with the world and everything… sweat…
Haha… I think that I am over thinking again…

However, I love the way like do nothing at home alone…
Alone sitting in the house, no Internet connects to outside world…
Turn on the television, play NDS game and listen to music…
This is what called Home Boy life style…
I love it so much although it is a bit lonely… xD

Listen music alone and think alone…
Think more and more, by the way I will also grow up more and more…
Have different point of view on everything…

However it not means that I am mature for all the time…
I am not wise man and I am just a normal person who likes to think much only…
I will also being selfish and willful sometimes…
I will be only like that in front of certain people only…

Like what I saw from Klosen blog…
I saw it in somewhere before and I love it too…

“Don’t judge a book by its cover”

It is meaningful…
Don’t judge a person’s mind by how his or her look…
As we know that, human being always in the changing process…
Silent does not mean no idea at all…
Voice out also not mean that your idea will be get use…

If want to know more about yourself…
You can look at how the other person’s response to you…
You may be not able to get it If you’re the person like me who egoism…
Because you deny on what other say to you…

“Ego” is a way which can keep the most original of you…
Lack of “Ego” will make you lost your confidence…
Over “Ego” will make you lost your friends and your image…

So everything not to overdo it…
We can blame nobody if we overdo it…

Opps, write too much of it and it is another long post again… haha… xD
Sorry for it and thank you for reading… =)

There are too many of things waiting me to accomplish…
My laziness makes me stop from all of it…
Well, is good to me also…
It giving me a chance to impudicity for a while…

I enjoy of being alone now…

Lonely not that bad actually…

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Beginning

Beginning

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 18, 2010 in

As you can see that…
Ya…
I had changed my blog background…

Actually I plan to change it during the time when next semester start…
But I am waiting to change it right now…
Suddenly my friend asks me teach him to create blog and so on…
It stimulate me to do so… xD

It is simple but nice to me…
All the background is created by me…
So no one will get the same from me…
Dislike being same likes other that’s why I choose to create by self…

Many people also using dot dot be the background…
Ab also, but we are different I know that =)
So we are no need to worry about that…

And here thank you to Yumi for the photo…
Thank you for helping me shoot such nice photo… =)
So that I can use it be my blog banner…

Still have something I want to change like the photos beside…
Because of time I didn’t do so…
And wait till I go back Kampar only to continue… =)
Some photos will be change but not all…

The song which I put in my blog right now…
Is one of the songs I love recently…
It nice and feel relax when listen to it…
Haha…

This post is to announce about my blog changing…
have a new beginning for my life again...

By the way seem like many of my friends look so emo…

ANTI-EMO please…

Everything going to move forward although you’re in Emo mood right now…
So why don’t you choose to be happy and face it?

It is a bit hard to do so but just try…
Impossible is nothing sometimes…

But nothing is impossible…

It is an easy theory which we all always understand but we do not apply in our life…

So just be yourself as what you want to be…
This is your life, nobody can choose for you…
Think positive is important when you’re in a worst situation…

Again and again, I know it is annoying…
But I like it so much…

I am Orange…
According to the health report say that…
Orange can make people feel relax and happier…
(Magazines had shown before, google search and see)

Last but not least…

An Orange a day, keep the EMO away…

Be happy, smile always…

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Fright

Fright

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 17, 2010 in

Something bad had happened yesterday…
It was horrible at all and I really get scare of it…
I never thought before it will happen on my friends…

My friend get rob in front of me and it was just happened in front of me…
His car robs by the ruffians and his I-phones also…
We just back from ipoh garden east kopitiam and plan to have second round…

That time I was just down from the other friend car…
It happened suddenly and they hit my friend…
They drive away my friend’s car and go away…
After that my friends go to report for it…

After half an hour the police was come and check for it…
The ruffians already plan to rob us since we back from kopitiam…

According to what my friends say that…
There are 4 indians in the car, I just saw 2 person come down and rob my friends…
If I not mistaken, the ruffians follow us from the same place last time we pass through…

The path beside highway in front of the pub voodoo…
Last time there are also one person follow our car from there…

Never thought it was happened on us...
I was scare till be all of a tremble…
I never feel this way before…
It not happened on other place and it just in front of me…
And the victim is someone I know and close to me… oh my god…

Luckily my friend was not getting any serious injured…
However it was an unlucky day…
Hope that everything will be fine and the ruffians will get caught soon…

To all my friends who read this post, please be careful…
It was happened on Ipoh Garden East…
If I not mistaken the ruffians follow us since you pass through voodoo there…
Take notice on it if someone is following you…
Go to the nearly police station as you can…

Less out to somewhere which less people especially girls…
Please don’t drive alone at night…
It is really dangerous at all…

Just give whatever they want to keep our life…
Nothing is important than our life…

Nobody knows what will happen to us later…
We should take notice on every single thing as we can…
Try to escape from those things like this…

I still remember the feeling till now…
It really scary than last time what I met…
Please don’t happen again…
And hope my friend will get well soon…

Dangerous come to us anytime and anywhere…

Be careful on it…

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Worry

Worry

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 13, 2010 in

I had long time never updated my blog by using Chinese Language…
This post supposes to be written in Chinese…
I try to translate it into English… (Please forgive me if wrong)
You can go to another blog wretch if you understand Chinese…
My Chinese was better than my English actually… xD

here the link... =)
My Blog (Chinese)

Long time never updated my blog by using Chinese language…
Familiar language but with a strange feeling right now…

How long time I never updated blog by using Chinese language…
I had forgotten already…

Give up to something which I love because of certain issue…
Is this what I actually wanted at first?

Nobody knows the answer but me…

I had changed a lot recently…
Is not saying that I am not original anymore…
Just more than what I original own right now…

Human being always changes their mind when come to a period of time…
You tell me that you are what you are right now and yet you said you never change before…
And I am asking you a question now…

Are you sure that this is the original yourself?
Do you have changed compare to past self?
Please think about it and answer me again…

Human being always likes to tell the other about themselves…
We are original as what they are last time…
But they never know that they had in the process of “changing”…

Experience in certain situation, certain external issue, mission given by self…
The original self plus what I had mentioned above…
So that we are only what we are right now…

“Innocent” is a naturally issue which inborn with us…
“Mature” is an issue which we use innocent to exchange…

To be mature we need to put away our innocent and judge anything by rational…
When a person being more and more mature, automatically the person will be not innocent anymore…

I can’t exactly express my feeling through written in English…
This is because I still not be used to that way…

I am closer with a gang of friends recently…
I am happy because I found back something which I lost long time ago…
Crazy idea and crazy things come to me Just like past time…
However it was a bit different with last time…

I’m not the one who crazier anymore…

Crazy idea brings “worry” come to me at the same time…
I’m over thinking, worry too much at all…
I will be like this way, is it because of I am not innocent like past self anymore?

I know more about myself more when I stick with this gang of friends…
I’m that kind of person who can’t exactly put away everything and just do it…

I can’t put away everything and just do whatever I want to do…

I had crazy with friends before…
I had work on my crazy idea before…
I had been innocent before…

But I am no more like that right now…
Is it this is the cost of being more mature?

I miss the crazier myself…
I miss the time when I work on my crazy ideas with my friends…
I miss the innocent myself…

Am I being more and more mature to think too much?
Or I am just being more and more cowardly?

Cowardly is not my trademark…
I hate myself right now…

To my friends, please don’t worry about me…
I am just express the feeling in my mind right now…
I really feel pretty happy when go out with you all…
I just realize on something at this time only…
Sorry for trouble on you all…

Although I had been changed be like this right now…
I still keep something original of mine till today…

“Optimism” is the only issue which I keep until right now… =)

I’m okay right now and this is me…
I am just in the process of changing…
I will be okay…

And for sure I will slim down in these holidays… xD
I am still who I am right now although I am in a process of changing…
Something will be not changing forever… =)

Maybe “Optimism” Is the only way to keep my “innocent” with me…
As usual what I always do…

Last but not least…

Just do whatever you want to do right now…

You will not regret in the future…

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Miss

Miss

Posted by Aiden Chan on September 04, 2010 in

As usual as what I always do for…
Long time never update my blog… haha…
Is time to update…

My final exam had officially ended…
It also means that my holidays officially start from right now…
Haha… woo hoo…
Waiting it come to me for a long time already… xD

Today is the last day I stay at Kampar for this semester…
I never sleep for the whole night…
I spend my time with my friends for watching movie together…
(A way for entertain in this semester)
And pack up all my things for going back ipoh…

I miss the time when stay here with my friends… =)
I already be used to this type of life style…
Come out at the night and yum cha…
We have fun and walk around at dataran…

Timmy, Kai Chun, Ab, Pui Pui, Yy, Fishy and so on…

I miss that time so much…

Ab sham, next semester we only continue talk for the whole night again… xD
“Pillow talk”… haha…
(Unhealthy lifestyle xD)

I think I will not be used it when I go back to ipoh… =(

Time pass forward and now my first semester of year 2 had ended officially…
There are a lot of things happened around me…
All come at the same time and make me can’t handle it well…
But I love it so much … =)

I had learned a lot from this semester…
Event and others…

I really like the feeling when we all stick together…
Like that night we come out with different gang of people…
But at last we all group together…
I love it so much…

Like what Ab said that…
We seem like more close than before…

Ya, I agree and I hope it can be continuing till the day we graduated… =)
I like it so much…

We had BBQ and I really like it so much…
Next time we should have it again…
But I don’t want be the organizer again… xD
Lazy…

I was cleaning my room few days ago…
I divided my notes in different plastic bag and I found some draft paper which I write for the event planning…

I hold it and thinking that should I drop it…
I found the blue draft of the logo…

My tears drop from my eyes again…

I miss it badly… =(

I miss that time when we all come out for preparation and during event…
I really miss it so much…

Holidays started now…
I hope you guy can enjoy your holidays…

Happy holidays and we meet again on the next semester… =)

Be happy and take care…

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Thank you to Timmy jiao for giving me a NEW nick name “ah meng” and “Fei zai”…
And make everyone call me by this way… ==’’’

Anywhere, haha really happy when stay with you although you tease me a lot… ==’’’

Thank you to PuiPui…
I will miss you a lot…
No one to tease on other to make me and ab laugh till non-stop…
Especially tease on issac, kchun and timmy… xD
Haha…

And ooi… sei chun…
Sorry for always tease on you...
But don’t know why I will be this way when saw you…
I think maybe is your face problem stimulate me to tease on you…
You see, again… xD

Thank you for no angry me… and gah yao la…

Thank you to Fishy (8 po)…
Always help me for photo shooting…
Thank you a lot…
And take care yourself… =)

Lastly to Ab sham…
Thank you for always stand on my side… =)
And listen to my story…
Haha…

And sorry for anything I done wrong to you…
Sorry for all of it…

Take care yourself during this semester break…
We continues “girl’s talk” next semester… xD

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This semester is a bit tough to me…
At the same time I also enjoy it…

I feel pretty happy although there are some things bad had happened…
I am cherishing on whatever I had right now…
Thank you to everyone who helps me at this time…

I will miss you guy a lot really… =(

Last but not least…
It really is what in my mind right now…

Thank you for bring lot happiness to me… =)

I will happy if you smile…

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