Back to Reality

Back to Reality

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 10, 2010 in

I’m back…
I am come back from Genting on Monday…
Have a good and memorable trip with my friends…
Haha… ^^

Firstly I want to say thank you to Yee Wei…
Thank you for fetching me back Kampar…
Should take photo with you because this is you first time fetch me back Kampar…
And of cause the first time I saw you in Kampar…
Wahaha…

And sorry about yesterday I am not in a good mood…
Everything was gone wrong with me…
Sorry…

Next time treat you again… ^^

Actually I have a lot of things want to write about…
But I need time to edit all those photos and collect from my friends…
So I will be writing about my genting trip and last week steamboat on the next post…
For now I just want to write down my feeling in this post…

Coming soon post: (imitate Yumi again =P)
1. Steamboat
2. Genting trip

Happy period was goes quickly…
In a blink of an eye everything was passed…
I’m back to reality now…

I really enjoy the time when I stay at Genting with my friends…
No worries and no assignment around me…
I am freaking relax at that time…

Just be myself at that time…
And rely on my friends…
No need to worry too much of things…
Feel safe and I am not alone…^^

I have meet up my Ji Mui Kin siew also…
I didn’t meet her for a long time…
We have chatted a lot…

I really miss that time when stay at Genting…
Nothing spoils my mood…
Although I know that had something wrong with my friend…
But I still feel good…

No hypocritical friendship…

Nobody knows me…

No face that I don’t want to see…

Just be myself at that time…
And I still can do what I want and no need care about how people look at me…

It is just a wonderland for me…

In fact I still need back to reality…
And I must face my assignment, my worries and so on…

Just know I had gone through my friend’s blog…
And find out something…

Quote from him teong eu…

“Every Path is a Proof of Life.”

Every action and every step we step out is a proof of our life…
It brings us to a great future…
Never regret on what we have chosen…

So I have dropped all things behind me in those few days…
And now I should start to face it and solve it…
I miss that time at Genting…
But I can’t just live in the memory…

I should do something right now…^^

Actually there is something I never told anyone…
And it is a secret for me…
I am happy because of this…
I can’t say it out cause it will makes thing be worst…

And for now is time start to rush for assignment and my life again…
What I want it appear in my future…
I should prepare for now…

Last but not least…
I just want to say…

I do not ask for more, it is enough for me

Make a spurt towards the tape…

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Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 07, 2010 in

Now is 5.25am in the early morning of 7th March 7, 2010…
And it is my birthday…

I am over night at my friend’s house now…
And will go to Genting soon…

Actually I have nothing to write…
Just hope to have a short post on my blog… xD

Thank you to all my friends who wish me in Facebook…
I am freaking happy about it…
Because I am first time receive many wishes in facebook…
Thank you very much…

Thank you to all my friends who text me…
My phone was something wrong just now…
Suddenly off… ish…
Anyway thank you to all my friends who text me…
I am happy because you all still remember my birthday… ^^

Thank you to my friends who call me…
Kitty and Klosen… ^^
Thank you for your call and this make me feel warm…^^

Thank you to my Ji Mui…
Although can’t celebrate with all of you…
But I still happy that you all have text me… ^^

Thank you to Yee Wei…
The one who say happy birthday to me and just beside me…^^
And accompany me go Genting… haha…
Thank you…

Thank you to all my friends…
I really happy that can receive your wishes…
Hehe…

I love you all…Muakzzz…

By the way I just want to say…

Happy Birthday to myself…

I am 20 years old now… ^^

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Alone

Alone

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 05, 2010 in

I am going Genting with my friend this Sunday…

This Sunday is my birthday…
Some of my friends ask me that…

Why choose this day to go Genting?
Can’t choose other day?

Well…
I tell you that why I choose this day…

Firstly I hope to celebrate my birthday with my friends this year…
Secondly is can come back with Kok Chun in the next day…

This is the two main reasons…

Actually I am not going to Genting for fun…

My friend asks me…
“Why do you want go to Genting?”

I answer that…
“I hope to leave from here for a while.”

My friend keeps asking…
“Leave from Kampar or Ipoh?”

I answer that…
“Both.”

Actually I hope to go Genting since the semester break started…
But I am going to KL at that time…

There are a lot of things happened to me since long time ago…
I am feeling tired for all of it…

Friends…
Family…
My studies…
Life…
My future…

I should take a break from it…
So that’s why I hope to leave from here for a while…

I just hope to escape everything here…
Just to let myself be nature a bit…

My mind is afforded too much of things now…
No way to release it out…
I just hope go somewhere which nobody knows me…

Just want to be alone…
And it will make me feel better…

I want to tell my friends…

I am fine…
Nothing happened to me and I just want to escape from here for a while…
Later I will return back…
Talkative like right now… ^^

To my ji mui…
Thank you to all of you because all of you always celebrate my birthday with me…
This year I hope to escape from here for a while…
Sorry…

To my Kampar friends…
Thank you for the doll…
I like it so much and this is first time receive a doll for present…
I hope to get a doll during my birthday since long time ago…
But my wish never comes true…
Finally I get it now… thank you… ^^

By the way, Pui Chin also dying to get a doll for present…
Hehe… if you are interested to give present to her…
Buy her a doll is better way… xD
(I help you promote you see =P)

Just back from Kampar only know that my family have go to KL to have a trip…
(Nobody tell me about it =.=)

Whatever…
Hope everything will be fine…
And I will recover like before… ^.^

Rest is a way to let us walk more far…

I love my friends…^.^

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Confuse

Confuse

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 05, 2010 in

Yesterday I had a long talk with Pui Chin…
Finally saw her…

I had text her many time to ask her come out and chat…
Finally I had already told her what I want to say…

Now I just want to tell you…

Whatever what decision you had make…
Please do not regret about it…

If you regret mean you are not respect to your decision right now…
Do not feel regret after make the decision…
That’s enough for it…

There are many ideas come into my mind after chat with her…
Suddenly I started to doubt about my future…

What will be happened in the future?
What I want to be in my future?

Can I achieve the future which I set for mine now?

There are no answers for all the questions…

The real life was disturbed my train of thoughts…
The condition of being mature is think more…

I really think too much recently…
And it makes my brain can’t afford it…

Just now I had taken a nap and now feel better…

I just want to be alone and think about it…
I like to think…

Is it the future really far from us?

Always listen from the others say that…

“Study this course and then you will no need to worry your future.”

Are you sure?

Human being always likes to believe in thing which is benefit to them…

Can you sure that anything will be fine like what you had mentioned?

A lot of people always say that early to work can get more work experience than others who are still studying…
Its sound good and it is true…
They are really had more work experience than the others who still studying…

But do you have think before that is it really easy to get the work experience?
Do you have think before about how those people get their work experience?

Do you?

We always hear someone say that…
Study this course and you no need worry will lost job in the future…
Really?
Things really are well and good like what you say?

Say the truth…
Nobody had thought deeply about it…

Human being always likes to look at the surface of certain thing…
And always forget about the inside of certain thing…

I am started to doubt about my future…
Can I achieve to the future which I say before?

I can’t get the answer now…
I should really need to think about it…

What I want and what I need actually…

“What you want is not what you need actually”

this is my quotation…

“And what you need usually not what you’re willing to achieve.”

This is quote from Dai Koh…

Human being is like this…
Always like to ask for more and do not want to let something go…

Just like what my friends told me before…
There are many parts for changed in our life…
There is a lot of different changing in different parts of our life…

I am in changing in one of the part of my life…

Using the old words…

Changing for improvement…
Without changing there are no improvements…

But I hate changing…

I am feeling confuse to my future…
I should think about it…

Good luck, my friends…

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After thr rain ^^

After thr rain ^^

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 03, 2010 in

Before I stared to write it…
I want to announce something at here first…

Originally I have two blogs…
I was using language Chinese to update my blog since long time ago…
But started using language English recently…

But I miss that time when I written in Chinese…
So for now I have made a decision for it…

One blog is Chinese, another blog is English…
Haha….
Do you think that I am bored and nothing to do?
Lol…
No choice…

Just to follow what I like…^^

If you want to read in English then go to blogspot…
If you want to read in Chinese then go to wretch…

That’s all about what I want to announce…

The day before yesterday was 1st of March…
Actually is not a big day and it is just normal Monday…
Nothing for everyone…

For me, it was a big day…

The day of result release…

Oh my god…

I can’t online in the whole day…
It makes me worry and freaking nervous…

My friends were calling me and tell me can’t check the result yet…
I am feel more and more panic… =.=

I am looking forward to it and at the same time I am fear on it…
I am looking forward to know does my effort have brought me a good result…
I am feeling fear on it because I am scare what the result is…

I am out of mind in the whole day…
Do not pay attention to everything…

My friends say help me to check it but do not let me know…
I answer back I want to check by myself…
Thank you for the thought…

I should face all of those things by myself…

God is challenging my patience…
I can’t get into the Internet for the whole day…

I go to pek xin house to online at that night…
I started to check my result…

My result was slowly appearing and shows on the screen…
Well…

I get it and I saw it…

Haha…
I am freaking happy after get it…
It is more than what I expected…

I am happy not all because of I passed the entire subject…
I am happy because my tamadun islam was pass…^^

The only one Malay subject…
I am feeling surprise when saw it…
Oh my god…

Okay okay…
Now I only left one subject to re-sit…
I should pay more effort on it and pass it… ^^

This is my result…
Hehe…
I have improved compare to last semester… ^^

CHAN CHEE MENG DIPLOMA IN MASS COMMUNICATION (PUBLIC RELATIONS) AELE2263 ENGLISH FOR COMMUNICATION B AEMS1512 TAMADUN ISLAM DAN ASIA C AHLA1023 INTRODUCTION TO DRAMA B AHMC1084 MASS MEDIA AND SOCIETY B- AHMC2424 PUBLIC RELATIONS B AHMC1074 INTRODUCTION TO MASS COMMUNICATION B 01 MARCH 2010

CGPA: 2.7187

It was a bit different feeling compare to last time when I get my result…
Maybe it is because it good than last time…^^

Human always look for better…
Although they had get what they want…
They always hope to get better than now…

Human is greedy…

I called my mother to tell her about my result after I get it…
I can know that she was happy when hear my good news…^^

After called my mother, I text my sisters…
I am really happy about it…
Haha…

My sisters was freaking happy after get my good news…
Haha…

I am happy not because of my result…
Is because my family…

At least my family was happy about it…
I am satisfied with it…^^

I know that some of my friends were not happy with their result…
I can feel the same way with all of you because last time I was like that…

Thing happened at the same time and same venue…
The only different was happened on different people…

I hear from others say that one of my friends wants to redraw…
This situation reminds me something which happened during I studied certificate…

Same situation like past time…

I just want to tell my friend…

Are you considering clearly about it?
This is the last semester…
Are you really wanted to give up for the last chance?

Are you willing to give up everything at here?

Tell the true…

There are not much time for learning and studying in our life…
And it was limited…
The limited time will started to countdown after you started to work…

I have told my friend before…

You tell me that you can’t achieve it…
I answer you that you should put more effort on it, and you can achieve it…

You tell me that it was wasting money…
I answer you that this money can exchange one chance to you…
And can buy a memory which you and friends study’s life…

You tell me that you can’t pass the exam…
I answer you that nobody knows what will happen in the future…
And maybe will have something changed in the last minutes…

You tell me that you have make decision…
I answer you that you will regret because you give up a chance…

Once the chance lost you will never get it back…

Do you really think what you choose is correct?
I am not your best friends…
And of cause maybe I am someone who you hate at all…

But I just want to say that…

Don’t give up any chance you have right now…
If you tell me that you have try to get it before…
Do you really put much effort on it?
Do you?

Answer will be appearing in you deep mind…

Want to talk with you just hope that you can think clearly…

Choice is you’re…
It only depends on you…

Friend is mine…
I will try my best to help you…
This is my choice…

Cheer up, my friend… ^^

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