18072012 Cheerful Me

Posted by Aiden Chan on July 18, 2012 in

Photo credits from http://infinitespocklove.tumblr.com/post/21139206569 

People asked me, “What happen to you?”

“What’s wrong with me?” I asked.

“You’re getting more and more emo recently.” they said.

“Am I?” I questioned.

“Yes, compare to first time met you, you’re not that optimistic anymore.” They answered.

“Oh, really?” I keep on questioned.

“Perhaps, Yes, I am.” I answered.

Looking back on the previous time, I wonder when I started to be that emo.

What the hell had happened to me, ish I hate the way I am, this is not so me.

THIS IS NOT ME, IT’S NOT THE WAY I USED TO. LOLZZZZZZZZZZZ

Silence for a while and take a deep breath.

Anyway, I had made a decision again after this long period of stress time.

I wanna get back to the previous me :) even though reality keep on killing my little optimistic and my little dream.

Don’t tell me this is my fade, HELLO, I will only follow my own way as I love :P

I’m forcing to smile? Yes, maybe I’m but I guarantee that I’ll get back to it naturally :D

I need confidence and I’m searching it back. Give me more please my friends :)

I wanna get back to the ME, the love-smile ME :D

The optimistic ME, The stupid ME, The ordinary ME :D

I wanna get back to the ME who love using imagination to fulfill all the needs. 


Tell myself  this :D

Take it if you needed also :)

 When first saw of the pic, it’s so sweet :D

Loneliness kills?

Yes, maybe, I’m envy what the hell this not happen to me but the bitch/bastard? LOLZ.

WHATEVER :P I just don’t wanna give a fuckin care on it anymore.

No mean NO, I’ll settle it by my imagination :D *wink wink*

I love to live in my imagination world, it sounds bad but so what!?

At least you’re look fucking good in my imagination world compare to the REAL YOU in this REAL WORLD :P

I’m persuade myself you’re good BITCH, so thank you me :D

HAHA, after all these self-cheering, I feel a little bit of previous me.

The ME who always cheering myself :D

It’s good :D HAHA.

There is still not world end yet, so what the fuck I wanna make myself living in a worst world?

Worries about assignment? Can’t get A but at least get a C to pass it :D

There is no a must for me to score such high grade. So just lets it be :)

既然相信还是带来伤害,

那算吧,就继续做我自己,相信这一切都会好的! :D

EXACTLY.

Therefore, what the hell think so much? Just go do whatever ME WANT.

Don’t lost the smile anymore :D