累格 26032012

累格 26032012

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 26, 2012 in

“志铭,那么多朋友中,只有你从小到现在都没有变质过.”

一句简单的话让开心闪过我的心中,
开心,因为我还保留着当初的自己.
我还是我.

然而一切都并非如此,
突如其来的消息让我一时回不了神, 思想被情绪拉着走.

从所未有过如此的感觉, 感觉分割线在于我和世界之间.
并不是我所认识的从前,原来所有东西都在改变,当中包括你与他,还有其他人事物.
他人一个接一个在改变在进步,
最后才发现,只有自己还是如此的简单.

成人的世界我并不适合,我还未熟细那些手段.
我还是相信一些天真地想法,
原以为一切都在预料之中,到后来才发现,自己才是在别人的预料之中.

对你,我爱因你是我朋友,一个我相信”你”就是这样的朋友.
对你,我恨因一切并非如我想象中的那样,你与我当初所认识的已不一样.

我想我认识的到底是一个怎样的你,不,我应问,哪个才是你?

我太简单,你太复杂.

爱情蒙骗了他人的眼,爱情当前,友情也只不过是用来消磨寂寞的挡箭牌.
无论是他的她,你的他,她的他,他的他,还是她的她都一样.
无条件信任所成的友情也会变得如此的脆弱.

爱情与友情无法得以平衡,我懂我明我了.

然而这一切并不代表你的自私可以任意妄为.
你并不懂你自私的爱情伤害了原应你而坚强的友情.

心动,熟细的感觉回来我感觉到,我停止因怕痛再次重蹈覆辙.
对爱的渴望让它忘了当初的痛.

请不要惊动爱情,我的爱情.

亲情永远比不上任何的情感,
就算是爱情也好,当到了某一个程度也将升华为亲情.
前人所犯的错,造的孽以及一切的因果将由后人去承担.
无条件地扛下撑下,只因 “家”这个字背后的意思.

无意的言语字句比尖酸刻薄地言语来得更刺耳与伤人.
越是无意,越是在意乃是人的本性.
这是个事实,然而这事实却伤人不浅. 我不怕痛,
我能承担这一切.因我懂我知道,你没说,但我知道, 我是你的骄傲,你最骄傲的代表.

时间点出错,我应在你身旁,因我是你的最疼.我想你.

我恨,它毁了我,爱情把我带到这世上,也是它把这一切都毁了.

不被打败,那不是我的风格.
骄傲的人从不低头只因输不起.

我说过,我输不起.

就那么简单,我行我能我可以.

只是一时之间,心灵超载,负荷不了过多的悲伤,

我累了.

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Nail it up 21032012

Nail it up 21032012

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 21, 2012 in

Another busy week for me,
I will be get back to the so called “hell” again next week.

My exam is coming soon on next week.
No time for me to study, actually not in mood to study. =x
Anyway, I will try my best to cover both, work and word.

There are so many things I wanna share here but time is limited for me.
I’ll rather to sleep than edit photos, no worries, sure will update a nice post soon =D
Another sharing post, its girl favorite I guess.

Can you guess what I gonna share?
Yes, exactly what I had shown at the beginning of this post.

It’s MANICURE =D

My friends always spend so much money on it, sumore spend around RM200++ for it.
Ohmygod, she really crazier with it I think. Haha
It is really so adorable and nice, I’ll have a try in one day just to photo shoot.
So cute =D

Let’s look at the photos and to get what I feel =D

So tell me, what do you think after look at all the adorable photos?
Are you wanna go make one for yourself?

Please don’t think manicure is something that wasting your money,
Actually you get something from it which is valuable.
It’s the thing called Happy.

Is like changing a new cloths for your nail, and your mood will lighting up cos of this =)
Money exchange happiness, worth for it =D *weehee*

Go get it now xD

Luckily that I’m not a girl, I sure will be in bankrupt because of this. xD
That’s all about this post, Thank you for reading =D

Do whatever that can make you happy but not them. =)

It’s so adorable.

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Santorini 15032012

Santorini 15032012

Posted by Aiden Chan on March 15, 2012 in

I’m busy with my internship recently,
I just realize that I had long time din update my bloggie with full of word.
The time when I get back to my lovely room was 9something,
After settle down myself for bath, dinner and others single things, the time was almost 12midnight and I need force to the bed and wake up again in the early morning.

The life like this was just keep on going and going like a cycle nonstop.
Even in the weekend which I can able to sleep like no tomorrow but I still plan to went out with my friends.

The routine like this never stop from last time until now.
I always feel like wanna push everything away and run to somewhere else with a camera.
The office internet was down, my colleagues and I can do nothing for it since everything need went through Internet like email and etc.
The Internet connection was fuckin important to a company. =O

Cos of nothing else I can do than online, I looking through the entire files in my laptop to clean out some redundancies items.

I found out a file that light my mood up; many beautiful photos were putting inside.
It is all about Santorini, one of the beautiful places in this world.

Heard the name in somewhere else before,
Never do any researches for it until my friend recommend to me.

Key in “Santorini” in the browser, press Enter, the photos was out.

It’s really pretty nice, it makes me wanna go there have a look with my camera =D
The blue colour sea with the white colour building, ohmygod, it’s so romantic =)
I’m not sure about that but is it the movie “Mamamia” were shoot in this place? Cos I feel familiar with it.
p/s: I do love the movie and the song so so much. =D

Looking at the photos, the feeling was like wanna take a deep breath, stand on the top of there and face to the sea and scream it out with my love one.
Omg, it’s really so romantic.

I love this the most, so sweet! =)

After all the photos, the sohatefeeling was come into my mind.

I wish to go but I CAN’T. =/

I have to do my intern. Study for resit (wtf!?), most important that I had no such money to go.
I wanna scream it out =s

I WANT GO. =/

Anyway, just a sharing here =)
One day I will be there with someone or alone. I just don’t mind it. =)
Any friends who went there before please share your experience with me if can =D
Any friends who plan to have a trip, this is nice choice =D
Any friends who plan to go there in future, date me xD haha

Nothing more about in this post,

Blue sea with white building, the Santorini,

It’s so romantic really =D

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