Last day 31122011

Last day 31122011

Posted by Aiden Chan on December 31, 2011 in

9.57pm now,
Goodbye to 2011 after 2 hour and 3 minutes later,
Again as usual, Hello 2012 =)

Back from the exam today,
Thank you to god, I think he heard what I said,
Give me a luck today that does not make me down =)

Feel happy today when meet up all the friends in college,
A feeling like we had already long time did meet up.
I love the feeling actually, it means we get closer than before again =)

Open up facebook as usual, saw a friend’s states,
He stated out the major event that he still remember before 2011 ends,
As usual my characteristic also done, annoy him and leave a comment =P

His status makes me think of myself, what had actually happen in this year.
Looking through back the memories, a lot to share =’)

It was an amazing year to me I think.
Happy and sad come together to me in this year and majority are from my friends.
I’m lazy to type it out since I had gone for the English paper today.
Photo told you the story =)

First time plan and so much for someone birthday,
But worth it =)

21stBirthday to me, and I get the key =P
Thank you to my lovely friends for giving a domo-birthday =D

Go trip with the fictions gang, the amazing gang ever to me =D
I love and miss them so so much…

Preparing an amazing gift for the rich boy and also something for the gang =’)
Please take care of our memories.
That’s all about us.

Oh, and I return to the previous hair style,
I miss it so much =(
If got the chance again, I sure will go make it again =D

Received the happiness from a girl,
Thank you to her so much, because of her, my dream come true =D

First and ever, my own handmade online shop was born at this year =D
The own blog and fanspage in facebook for selling my handmade,
It’s my dream =) and I did it =D

Done a class magazine and the prom night,
Being an editor, thank you all my friends who help in this,
Because of you guy we can hold our memory =D
it is meaningful and I will remember it always =’)

First and ever join the flea market and sell my handmade.
Thank you to my friends who help me a lot.
And it brings a special experience to me =D thank you…

Finally I had graduated =D
IMY all so so so much =’) wish you all have a good year soon =D
And so sad to tell you, I’m still your friends next year =D

First time go to an unfamiliar place alone,
Normally I can’t go alone but this time I overcome it,
The power of love handmade had made me strong and tough than before.
First time visit the Pipit market =D

Because of handmade, I found somewhere which full of handmade at Ipoh.
It’s the place that I visit the most when I’m at the lovely hometown. =D

A turning point of my life,
Move to KL to continue study in advanced diploma,
It’s my dream and it also my nightmare.
Anyway, thank you to them who support me in this nightmare period of me.
Without you guy, I think I can’t able to survive here. =’)

I’m so lucky that meet a gang of nice people and yet I done the first and ever presentation in my advanced studies life.
Thank you to you guy so much =D

Come to the place I born without my family,
I born here but here are just so strange to me.
I’m lucky actually; I meet a gang of good people.
They treat me so good =D
Actually I feel happy when see them during exam, it like Oh good =D *weehee*
Hope to take more photos with you guy, and I can create an album for APR B1 =D
Thank you =D

Lastly thank you to my sistar =D
You give me a lot of support and power when I’m in KL.
You know me so well and thank you everything in this year.

Thank you for being so nice to me,
Thank you for being bitch with me in some way =P
Thank you for support =’)

I wanna our friendship last long forever.
I don’t know what will happen in the future but we try to keep it up =)
I just wanna be you sistar forever if can =)
Thank you =D

Photo brings me back to the past,
It tells me how happy I’m,

There are something sad actually but is not good to tell now right?
Since I wanna have a happy ending of this year =D

But yet I still wanna told all the bad things that happened in this year,
A softly voice and pitch to say this to you.

Now is 11.22am, 38 minutes more another new beginning =)
Everyone is countdown for it, and yet I still update the blog.

Before the end, let us pray together.

Thank you for 2011, you teach me and I learn a lot from you,
You’re leaving in so soon and you will never back anymore.
Please don’t look it back on something make you sad, just leave it.

2012 is coming soon, so smile to welcome it =D
I wish that

Happy New Year my friends =D

Be happy, smile always =)

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Finals 31122011

Finals 31122011

Posted by Aiden Chan on December 31, 2011 in

Ya, you’re right.
Guess what, I’m having my exam tomorrow.

You may think like
“Wtf, it was the last Friday of 2011 and yet you’re sitting for exam on tomorrow?”

Please don’t feel weird about it,
Nothing gone wrong, the first paper is coming on tomorrow…

What a good time arrangement my college had =S
My reaction was like

I had not study for the past few days,
Wasted too much of time on other things/movie/song/handmade and so on,
Guilty are killing me,
So I choose to shut down my laptop and open the notes.

Sleepy come to me as the moment I open the notes,
I was like

I still have 5papers are coming in so soon.
Only the first paper then I gets sleepy already,
How could I continue for the others paper?
ihateit seriously. =/

Open facebook to kill the sleepy,
Looking at someone shared about our college page’s status,
It written

“Last friday night for year 2011, where would u all countdown for 2012?”

And again I was like

You’re the one who arrange exam on this last Friday of 2011,
You’re the one who make us suffer for exam on this day,
And yet you dare to ask how we countdown for it?

and we are the only college who having exam on this time =s

Come to the end, again I was like

12:06am, 31122011, Last day of 2011,
God bless me; please give me a happy ending of 2011,
And please let me have a good beginning on 2012.

Time to sleep I guess,
Wake up in the early morning later to do some revision before the exam later.

The mood already get killed by all the messy issues,
Anyway,

please give luck not a fuck =)

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Messy 28122011

Messy 28122011

Posted by Aiden Chan on December 28, 2011 in

A feeling cross my mind in this so mess moment,
It’s a complicated feeling.

It is just so suddenly, randomly and I feel badly about it.

Everything seems like uncontrolled at all,

Everything was mess at all,
Feeling can’t be described and yet can’t be typed out,

Different feeling come into mind together and it create the way of “I don’t know” in my mind.

That's what this post about,
It's so complicated, but...

Can you get me ?

...........

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ILMum 20111221

ILMum 20111221

Posted by Aiden Chan on December 21, 2011 in

Santa is coming  this Sunday,
Exam is around the corner...
Year end soon, and it will be another new beginning...

anyway, it's all not that important at this moment...

I'm happy that i can make the time to back here...
Stay here with her,
I already do it for the previous 21years...
I will try my best to do it as in the coming year and year...

Nothing more wanna to share about... 
lastly,

Happy Birthday to My mum =)

ILY till forever never end =')

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Over 07122011

Over 07122011

Posted by Aiden Chan on December 07, 2011 in

夜深人静,我依然清醒着,
无聊的驱使打开了回忆的仓库,
一幕幕画面如电影般的入镜
那熟细的你我，熟细的感觉浮现在我脑海里. 吵醒了沉睡的思念.


眼泪打断了那回忆的电影
现实提醒你对我的残忍
你我已成陌生人，比陌生人更多了一份距离感


你用行动证明对我的冷漠,
不再打闹,不再嬉戏,不再关心,
冷漠是你对我的报复,眼泪是我的唯一的回应.


你从不过问, 而让我的眼泪一直一直不停地流.


时间久了,感觉淡了,
我,选择离开来结束这一切.


心还是隐隐作痛，离开是唯一的解药，
眼泪的付出只是减轻心的负担，但也提醒着我,

我怀念从前的你.

6.53am

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Back to December 01122011

Back to December 01122011

Posted by Aiden Chan on December 01, 2011 in

Time move forward without our notice…
Well, long time didn’t update my blog,
Sorry for that, I am too busy with my assignment recently and also the mess me =s

I had been stay at KL for more than 2 months,
I still can’t get used to it…

Many things happened in this short period of time,
Things changed people changed also including myself.
I miss the way I used to be last time, I just miss and I know I can’t get back to the way anymore…

Imy so so so much =’(

Sorry to my eyes for making you cry always…
I can’t really control my feeling and my brain,
It keeps come to me and makes me think more,
Sorry for that…

Anyway, I think the karma hits me,
And this is the fate for me to face it; no one can help but me…

Thank you to her, who know me and understand me so well,
Someone who really understand what I exactly feel,
Thank you for spending your time with me =)

Thank you to my friends; I really get what you guys wanna told me…
Thank you for the wishes, thank you for the care, and thank you for the text and call…
It really helps me a lot to overcome the tough time.

I’m not in a good mood recently,
Cried like hell, and that’s not the me I know,
Anyway, I will only mention it next time. =’x

It feels like ohmygod, December now already,
Looking back on previous, I smile because of all of this =)
I love blog, it like my diary, I can refer to it anytime anywhere.
It keeps my memory and the feeling…

Do remember this? Each of us have one of it =’)

I still remember last year was Domo-Christmas to me,
I had made more than 50 domo- Christmas cards to my friends,

Hope you guy still keep it =’)

Domo-Christmas =)

I don’t know will you feel weird when read back on what you had posted last time,
I have such amazing feeling which I don’t know how to describe it =P

December 2010 Purple lady birthday =)
December 2009 Mcdonalds with the gang =)
There are still some more, if you want you can search in the list beside my post =)

Anyway, finally December, back to December =)
I love this song so much since Taylor Swift had released her album that time..
I always tease on my friends with this song, but now is my turn I think =’x

Hopefully it will be another good month for me =)
At least I will not cry more in this month, you know it hurts my eyes so much =s

Update more next time, =)
Thank you for reading =)

Welcome To December2011…

I wish tears no more in this month…

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