Sunday, January 2, 2011

Looking at the calendar, looking at my watch…
Today is the last day of 2010…
After few hours it will be a new brand year to everyone…

Like what usually done for every the end of the year…
I will write the conclusion of the ended year and the wishes for the coming year…

Looking back on what had happened on this year…
There are too much of things had happened during this year…
And all of it I can remember always and it just like a tattoo which sticks with me forever…

There are much happiness had happened in this year and yet there are also many saddest had happened at the same time…
I had learned a lot from this year especially from friends…

We can’t even have a simple mindset because it will make us by others…
I admit that I am not that kind of people who had a simple thinking…
I am complicated to somebody else but yet what I want was just simple…
Not like what my look tells…

“People always look at what I had done but yet they don’t care on why I done that.”

Quote find from internet…
Meaningful I think that’s why I shared here…

Ya, what it says are totally right…
People never ask why we do so but yet just see what we had done…
They never care on our feeling when thing come true…
In other words it means Selfish…

Nobody can give a true love to others…
Everyone ask for rewards when they think that they had been pay through the nose for something else…
Nobody can give a true love to others like what a mother give to their children…
Mother never asked for any rewards from their children…
As long as their children happy they will also feel happy at the same times…

I had learned a lot in this year especially in the field of how to communicate with others and what kinds of people have in this world…
I am happy because on what I had learned and what I had seen…

Unfortunately to say that…
All of it really hurts me a lot…
But at the end I still can overcome it for sure there are regrets…

God love to challenge me in different ways he/she can…
Lucky is not always being with me I know that…
Anyway, I can overcome it because there are somebody else support me and treat me with their sincerely…

It hurts me because it wants to teach me a lesson…
It hurts me just because want save me from dangers…
It hurts me just because to let me know what kind of people I had met…
It hurts me just because to help me differentiate the one I should worth for…
It hurts me just because to save me from a lie…

It hurts me just because it wants me to accept the truth

Truth always cruel but I love it so much…
I can accept any truth which can hurt me deeply…
In condition that I just need time to analyze and to recover from it…
It is a truth which I can’t change it so the only solution is to accept it…

I’ll never forget on what had happened but yet I will remember it till the end of the days…
Accept is the only solution…
And for sure being honest is better than everything…
I prefer honest to be rather than lie to me…
Don’t stop down because of me, I will get back and follow up you all soon… =)

I love 2010 because I had gone through many lessons in this year…

My 2010 is not all about saddest but yet there is still some happiness…
I can promote to Diploma year2…
My event assignment had been done successfully and more than what I expended…
I had done my magazine assignment which is my favorite…
Getting 2 biggest dolls during my 20 years old birthday…
Passing exam with a flying colour of result…
I had changed my handphone…

And I just receive the doll I order from Internet… damn cute… =)
By the way, ya, I get my car license at the end of 2010…
Haha…

Haha… I still awaiting the coming soon year…

Wish all of my friends can have a better year in 2011…
And I can still survive to fight in 2011…

God I love the way you challenge me because I can grow up more…
And makes my life be more interesting…

But please do me a favor…
Don’t challenge me too much on 2011…
I am worries I can overcome it by my limitation power…
But yet if you keep doing so, never mind, means you recognize that I can overcome it…
Haha…
I can do anything but just not everything…

Learn from the past, you can have a good future…
Stop it when you feel tired, rest for a while can continue…
Don’t stop because of me, I will follow up as soon as possible…
Don’t forget who am I, I am CCM a.k.a OrangeJuice…
The one who always try to go through anything by his limitation power…

Last but not least and yet it is most important…

Bye 2010, I will miss you…
Hi 2011, I will overcome you…

Ended the record book of 2010, started a new record book 2011…

2 comments

When I go back fetch me out then..hehe

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1st condition is that make sure your insurance still work...
if not i don't allow you to sit my car... xD

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