15-1-2011

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 16, 2011 in

Me : Domo-kun! I had finished my exam! =)

Domo-kun : …

Me : Means that my holidays officially started from right now!!! =D

Domo-kun : …

Me : I’m pretty happy right now. Do you feel that? =D

Domo-kun :…

Me : Lolz, too bad… =S

Domo-kun : …

Me : … Ya, I’m just not… =(

Finally the horrible exam had ended…

Dislike the feeling of sitting in a big big hall…
Looking around you can see how clever others are…
Lower down their head, take up the pen, started to write till the time-up…

Time up, walking out from the hall, somebody else scream out “Finally!”…
Happy come in stress gone when we came out from the exam hall…

I just feel nothing at all…
I should cry out happiness instead of nothing…

I can exactly know the feeling-of-her…
Not in anger but just in fear…
Fear on everything him do and so…

Flashback on what had happened between all of us...
Now only discover the truth…
What I had said and done for everything as I can, is it worth at all?
It is no more important…

You’re talking to me but yet I didn’t answer you…
Sorry about that, I really don’t know what I can answer anymore…
I’m not intending to ignore you but it just the only way I can…
A way that can protect me from the emotion you given…

Try so hard just to pretend nothing but I just can’t at last…
I always honest to the one I cherish on…
I can’t tell a lie to anyone who I cherish on even myself…

I will not to cover your feeling with my acting skills…
I just can’t overcome the feeling in my mind…

No more reasons can be accepted once you done it…
What you do is different with what you said…
You know what you always like to do and how you do…

Is okay, anyway…
Sorry for I can’t take the same reaction toward you…
I can’t cross the threshold in my mind…

I’m really happy that finally you chosen the way you want…
No unexpected at all because it is the only way…

Sorry for can’t giving the thing you want…
Even though it is just a little thing…
Before it’s too late, is time to end up the thing although I’m not willing doing so…

Please do me a favor can?

Take care and cherish everything you own it…
Don’t even hurt a person more than one times…
Nope, no anytime...
You never know the power of hurt can deeply to change a person reaction…

Everyone is connected and no one is alone…
When one person involve the others will too…
So think before you do…

Don’t do action when you in an anger mood or sad mood…
Keep it in mind, I’m no longer to remind you about this anymore…
Smile when you can, look clear on it and decide…
Don’t be in two minds, 2 is not really better than 1 sometimes…

Exam ended holidays started…
My semester break is starting from right now…
Semester break always have the power to clean and clear the mess…
Time to water down the mess, hope that you can enjoy your holiday…

Lastly,

Don’t lie to anyone include yourself, the answer is in your mind since started…

Take care & all the best… =’)