Tears

Posted by Aiden Chan on October 17, 2010 in

Long time didn’t update my blog…
The same reason makes me to do so…
A word to describe my life recently, “lazy”….

Not in mood recently…
Everything seems like gone worst at this time…
A word to describe the situation now, “sucks”…

Busy with my assignment and my life…
Thank you to my group members who accommodate me a lot…
Sorry for can’t done faster than other group…
I will try my best to do so…
Thank you to Liyana, Issac and Yy… =)

Many things had happened recently…
Ab lost her Laptop in our kampar house…
Pity on what had happened on her…
But thank you to god that she didn’t lost the most important things…
Cheer up… =)

Sometimes god likes to make jokes on us…
Things always happen at the wrong time with wrong person…
Curious coincidence always happens to us at anytime…

Are there too much of coincidence or we’re just too “lucky”?

It like a challenge to us which force us to overcome it…
We should overcome it when it comes to us…
It is not that easy like what we think…
It just likes a silent killer to us…
Killing us in a shadow way which we can’t see but feel it truly…

Tears do not drop without any reasons…
In the other way mean that something hurt had happened on a person…
And the person is really caring about it if not he or she won’t cry for it…

Tears only drop when you’re worth to it…

Mindset being empty and can’t think of anything…
No emotion showing on our face…
Tears drop down to the floor slowly…
Hugging something to get more sense of security…

Cry is the only way to release the feeling…

That’s day remind me a lot of the past…
Same situation had been happened like a drama, it shows again…
Same feeling come to my mind again…
The only different was the character in this drama…

Never thought that I will be get into such way again…
Never thought I will get involve to it again…
Never thought that I cannot help in anyway…

However everything had return to the past…
We still like last time and so on although there are still something not clear yet…

Congratulation to my friend, you had grow up a lot…
I can see it and feel it…
It is good to be stronger and do not get bully by other…
Be tough and be confidence…
You will get what you deserve… =)

Thank you for supporting me at that time…
Luckily you’re around me at that time…
You keep my strong will when thing happened to me…
You make me feel that I should be more tough compare to other…
It is a bit hard to me but I like to be this way...

Thank you for listening to my story and do not look at me with curious eyes…
Thank you =)

To my friends, sorry for trouble you all…
I will explain and tell you all next time…
I still believe in my belief…
The first condition to be friends with other is to be honest… =)
For me, I trust everyone who I tend to believe in…
Thank you for not blaming me…
I really cherish on you all…
Like one of my friends said before…
“I really don’t want to lost you guy, I will and want to be more friends with you all.”

To my friend, sorry for hit on you…
And it really pain I think…
Sorry for it...

To my friend, sorry for the too much annoying issue on you…
Sorry for all those trouble…
Most important is sorry for not trusting you at the beginning…
I had chosen what I want to belong to but my attitude is different with my behavior…
Sorry for this part although there is something not clear yet…
But I really feel sorry about it…
I know it is not necessary to say so but I just want to tell you…
Sorry for everything but thank you too… =)

It is not a want but a need for right now…
I don’t want to be regret on those issues anymore…
Do something rather that just waiting…

I am not being used to this way…
And I hate this way badly…

Thank you to my friends who concern on me…
I am fine now; I am just not in mood for the past few days…
Thank you for caring me… =)

It’s should not be a emo post…
I had learned from this lesson and I know what I should do now…

Tears do not drop without any reasons…

I don’t want to lose it anymore…