Repay

Posted by Aiden Chan on October 03, 2010 in

Result already release on past few days…
Can’t sleep well for the whole night before that day…
Awaiting the result but yet also worry about it…

Tells myself that I can and get what I want…
My optimistic brings hope to me…
But it also brings worries to me…
It’s not the first time I get hurt because of my optimistic…

Wake up in the early morning…
Sign in facebook and have a look on it…
Saw my friends’ status and I can know that what they get from their result…
Most of them get a result which makes them happy…

I really feel pretty happy because of what my friends get…
And also I am worrying about my result…
Friends ask me about my result through msn and facebook…
I answer that I not check yet because I can’t accept the fact…

I was escaping the problem without my noticing it…

Break in break put, cold down myself…
No matter what the fact is…
I also need to face my worries…
This is because of what I get is what I give…
I should accept the truth…

Accompanied by my housemates, I check my result through internet…

Result showing on the screen when I sign in…
Tears started to drop from the eyes…
I scream it out…

I pass the entire subject… =)

CHAN CHEE MENG AELE3473 ENGLISH FOR MASS COMMUNICATION B- AHMC2414 PUBLIC RELATIONS STRATEGIES & TOOLS B- AHMC2444 PUBLIC SPEAKING B AHMC2843 BASIC PHOTOGRAPHY A AHMC3084 COMMUNICATION LAW B- GPA : 3.0138 CGPA : 2.7321 Credit Hours Earned : 18.0

I feel pretty happy because of this…
Never thought that I can get a result like this…
Although my English was lagged behind but I still satisfy with it…

Close the door…
Control my tear to do not let it drop down…
Raise up my head, worry tear will drop down…
I really feel pretty happy because of it…

The same feeling come to my mind…
It like last time what PuiPui and Liyana told me after the event…

No stress anymore and finally I archive my mission…

Stress gone immediacy…

Tears come along but I stop it…
Because I still need to attend class later…
I don’t want let other look a weird face…

Think back on my result…
It was the better result I get in this whole year…
You may feel nothing at all…
But it was meaningful to me…

I am not showing off to anymore…
And I just wrote down my feeling…

I call my family as fast as I can after back from the class…
Call my mother and text my sister…

They call me back and chat with me…

Feel happier after hear to their voice…
Praise received from them was extra meaningful to me…
I try to conceal my feeling and my emotion when chat with them…

I had no let them down this time…
I really happy because of this…
I had let them down last time but this time I done it…

Finished chat with them through phone…
Tears started drop from my eyes…
I can’t control it anymore…

Tears drop not because of get hurt…
It just too happy till can’t express out the feeling….

Never waste on what I done before…
I get what I should get now…

The feeling right now was good and I hope it can continue till the end…
Never thought that I can get such result like this…
It was not that good I know compare to others…

At lease I am happy with it then enough…
I never look down other because of my result…
I just happy on what I get no other mean…

Something what to tell my friends…
Don’t be sad on what you get right now…
This time bad not mean that next time will be the same…
I had been this way before…
I know it was hurt but please don’t over…
Good luck and cheer… =)

New semester was started, I hope I can keep it up till the end…

I have my own belief…
I believe in what we get is what we give…
What you do you need to pay for…
I believe in this…

Can’t stop my tears and can’t cold down my mind…
I still in the emotion and can’t out from it yet…

Anywhere just let it be…
I had long time never be this way…
Just unbridled myself for a while like this…

Lastly I just want to say that…

God will repay your labour well…

I had no let them down…