Celebration ^^

Celebration ^^

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 31, 2010 in

Finally my holiday officially started…
Haha…

I am freaking happy…
After exam me direct go back ipoh to sing K with Dai Koh, koh and Victor…
After that go clubbing…

Ya…
You are right…
I am going clubbing with my friends after exam…

Haha…
Oh my god…
Myself also unbelievable why I will be there…
xD

We go to bar room…
“We” include Me… Ab… Kelvin Bar… Lewis Koh… Nick… Joyi… Pek Xin… Eric… Pui Chin.. Dai Koh…

Well…
I go club just for celebrate that exam has pass already… woohoo…
And also celebrate for my holiday…
Haha…

I have drunk that day and also vomit… (I am so weak xD)
Actually just a bit blur…
But I still know what had happened around me… =P

I am not clubbing kaki...
I know it since long time ago… haha…
Next time don’t call me go clubbing…
If I go I won’t drink any beer or what… haha…
You all know that I am freaking easy to get drunk…

After that we have go to the place I damn damn damn like…xD
Mcdonald… haha…

We have chit chat at there…
After that I go back to Kampar…

And the next day go KL with yew mun and ye li…
Haha…

So rush…
And a lot of funny thing have happened…
I will write in the next post…
Hehe…

And also have taken many photos with all my friends during that day…
I not yet edit it…
So that next time I only post other photo…
Now I just post some photos which get from friends…
100% no edit and original…
That why I look damn natures in these photos… ==

i am freaking sure that i am crazy already... xD

my admirer want kill her just go for it... xD

my tear will fall down when i am vomiting... xD

Now I just want to say that…

Happy holiday to all my friends…
I am happy that clubbing with you all although I am not clubbing kaki at all… =P

Enjoy your holiday…
And we meet again in next semester…

Opps…
By the way want to announce that…

Our drama all pass…^^
Woo hoo…
News gets from nick…
So that don’t worry about it anymore…

Stay happy …^^

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Difference

Difference

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 23, 2010 in Life 生活點滴, Orange's emotion,

Today just as usually what I done…
Wake up in the early morning…
Go out for my lovely breakfast with my friends koh and jun hao…^^

Afterward we go cyber café play online game…
Haha… xD

At the same time…
I log in to my blog…
Not this blog but is another blog… WRETCH… ^^

That is my first blog in my life…
I go through all the article which I wrote last time…

After I go through all of the article…
I realize that I have been changed compare to past time…

I miss all the previous time so much…
I miss my attitude when I used to solve problem…

I am thinking about why I will be like right now…
What had made my mindset change?

Is it the environment change my mindset?
Is it the people who around me change my mindset?

Or the time had changed everything?

Time is passing forward…
And I just let it passing…
I am wasting my time…

I feel stranger to myself…
I am no longer the past selves…
I am not strong and brave now compare to previous time…

My friends told me that I have something that other people do not have…
Am I really own it?

I hate present self

Inactive…
Admit defeat…
Lazy…

Keep up appearance…

I am turning a blind eye to all the thing which surround me…

Refer to all the things which I wrote last time…
I can know that I am innocent at that time…

Reality changed everything…
It also created present self…

Am I being more mature or cowardly?

I don’t know what the answer is…

Now I just want to get back innocence…
And get back the courage to face all the problem I have right now…

I lost in a world of self…
I can’t find a way out…

Gossip is come to me…
Attack me and hurt me…
Limit my actions…

When I can able to leave all of it…
And get back myself…

I embark on another journey to find myself…

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Screw up

Screw up

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 22, 2010 in Life 生活點滴, Orange's emotion,

I am not in a good mood now…

Just wake up…

I am damn tired and also damn moody…

This is because of my exam…

I have screwed it up…

I can’t believe that I have screwed it up…

Actually the question is not hard to answer…

I can answer it…

But don’t know what I have done for it…

I don’t know what I had written…

I hate it so much…

I don’t want to re-sit anymore…

The performance of my exam is totally opposite with what I have usually done in class…

Oh my god…

I hate myself so much…

The question is not tough at all…

Why I still like that?

After exam go out have breakfast + lunch with my friends…

Then come back home and sleep until just now…

Now I am freaking moody…

I am not in mood goes out to have dinner…

Usually I won’t stay at home eat and meals are very important to me…

But now I decide to stay at home and ask my housemate help me buy food back…

I think I should close myself into house and do not meet anyone for a while…

Haiz…

Still have one more subject to go…

After it my sem break officially start…

Hope I won’t screw my last paper up like just now…

I hope so…

Today I cough until vomit blood… ==

Oh my god this is my first time cough like that…

Make me worry about my body is it gone old already…

Sweat… ==’’

After exam I should take care my body very well…

Haiz…

I just want to say…

I have screwed it up…

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Home-sick

Home-sick

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 20, 2010 in Life 生活點滴, Orange's emotion,

Today is another day of exam…

Well…

Is my first main subject…

Mass Media and the Society…

I do not have any feeling on it…

I do not feel I will fail or I will pass this paper…

Just feel nothing…

Finally I have watch Alvin and the chipmunks 2…

Quite funny…

And of cause it is so cute…^^

After watch it…

Something is come into my mind…

I am moody now…

Don’t why I will feel like that…

I just feel like do not want to do anything…

Suddenly change like that…

Is it because of my exam?

Am I not doing well in the exam?

I don’t think so…

I don’t think is my exam affecting me my mood…

After watching the movie…

I go out eat with koh, ab and Kelvin…

We go to the vegas…

It does not have give me a good impression at all…

So I think I won’t go there anymore…

I think only… haha… =P

I think that…

I am moody because of my family…

I already 9days do not back my lovely home…

I miss my home…

I really miss my mother…

Last few days I only dream about my mother and my sister’s son…

I am missing them so much right now…

Ya…

Some of the friends will say that only 9 days what…

For me it is long time for me…

I admit I am a big baby…

I can’t leave my home for long time…

Some people will ask me that…

If one day your mother is gone, what would you do?

I will answer you that…

I will sad and cry until no more tear shed…

I can’t imagine one day my mother leave me alone…

I will cry when thinking of this type of question…

I admit I am this type of people…

I am really really missing my mother now…

I am sick already and it makes me missing my mother more…

And I am also home-sick now…

I want to say…

I miss you so much…

My family is everything to me…

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Photo Shoot ^^

Photo Shoot ^^

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 18, 2010 in

I am fascinated on photo editing recently…
Haha…

Usually I also fascinated on photo editing…
Since I saw photo shoot of Yumi…

Oh my god…
I am crazy about it… xD

I freaking like that type of photo shoot…
It looks so wonderful…
Her photo shoot stimulated me to have this type of photo…
Haha… ^^

That day after tamadun islam exam…
Actually I am not in the mood to take photo…

But the light effect and the environment are suitable to take photo…
Haha…
So that I get “persuade” by those issues…

I started to take photo… xP

well…
I have totally taken 35 photos…
Quite a lot… =P

after that I start to choose photo and edit it…
I spent the whole afternoon of time to complete it…
I am satisfied with my works so that I do not think that I am wasting my time…
Haha…

I am super dump like photo editing…
May be I am so girlish in those photos…
But I don’t mind…

Because I am a lady man as everyone knows that… =P
So I just am what I want to be…
Doing what I like… haha…

There are the few photos I have edited…
Hehe…^^

i love this so much...^^

^@^

Sweet ^^ Love

and this few is myself... ^^

I love this photo so much...
because it look like album cover... haha... ^^

I have posted all of it into my facebook…
Many of my friends say it is nice and good…

Oh my god…
I am freaking happy about it…
Thank you to my friends…^^

And something makes me damn damn damn happy…

Some of my friends ask me about is it all the photos shoot by professional camera?
I am proud to answer that no…
I am using my handphone to take one and edit…

They all say unbelievable…
Haha…
I am happy about it…
I love you my handphone although you are worst sometimes… xD

Well…
I will keep it up and edit some more…

Thank you to all my friends…

I just want to say…

I like photo shooting and editing… ^^

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Gossip

Gossip

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 16, 2010 in Life 生活點滴, Orange's emotion,

Firstly I want scream now…
Ar~~~~~~

This is because of my exam…
I have already sat for 2 exam paper…

Now I can focus on my re-sit paper and my main paper…

I feel freaking happy and relax during this few days…
Well…
Although exam makes me feels stress…

This is because I have done something which long time didn’t do…

Talk with friends…
This is not a normal chitchat…

I have been told my friends all my feeling…
Actually I am freaking happy and relax during the conversation…

I have already does not chat with friends like that since long time ago…
Firstly I want to say thank you to my friends…

Ab and Bar…^^


Thank you for being my listener…
And thank you for accompany to have my early breakfast in this sem… =P
(6.00am in the early morning, 2 hour more will have a drama class)

Haha…
I really long time didn’t chat overnight…
Feel like I am finding myself to back…
Haha…

Thank you my friends…^^

Besides that…

I want to tell my friends who find me recently and chat with me about your relationship…

Please don’t sad…
Everything will be fine…

I can’t make sure that will be a good ending in the future…
Because nobody know what will happened in the future…
But I can make sure that you will get well soon…
Remember do not do any stupid thing…

Believe yourself… I will support you…^^

And also thank you for let me be your listener…
Hehe…

Exam is still coming…
This few weeks I will feel freaking stress…

I hope nothing bad will be happened…

Now I just want to say…

Don’t think you are the one who I mention…
If you think that are you…
Mean that you are guilty…

Gossip will stop at the wise man…

Good luck my friends…^^

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Mood

Mood

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 12, 2010 in Life 生活點滴, Orange's emotion,

2 more days go…

My final exam will officially start…

I still not in mood to study now…

Since I back from Ipoh…

I have no mood to study…

Oh my god… how come I will like that?

Is it nothing can motivate me to study?

I am freaking worry about it…

Last time I won’t like that…

Am I really changing a lot?

I think so…

I am listening song now…

Always do nothing…

What the hell…

Today I want to say something…

Do not depend on other people…

Because it will make you feel tired…

Thank you to Klosen tells me that do not hate people…

It will make me feel toil…

Thank you to you…^^

I should start to study now…

Wish me please my friends…

Wish my mood come true now…

Hehe…

I hope my dream will come true…^^

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