Time

Posted by Aiden Chan on December 12, 2009 in Life 生活點滴, Orange's emotion,

Time is going by so much faster than I...

Unconsciously now is December of 2009 already…
Few more weeks later will be year 2010…

I have been changed a lot in this year…

My attitude…
My behaviour…
My mindset…
My opinion…

I not sure is it good for me…
Changing make thing be good but sometimes be worst…

I don’t like changing…
I am not used from everything that has been change…

I don’t know how to face it…
Because I am different now compare to last time…

I don’t know how to face it…
I don’t know how to solve it…
I don’t know how to get away from it…

I don’t know how to adapt it…

Compare to last time…

I sure know how to face it…
I sure know how to solve it…
I sure know how to get away from it…

I sure know how to adapt it…

Thing will be improved by changing…

Without changing anything will be the same…

But I hate changing…

Changing make me can’t adapt it…

Everything changed when my diploma study life started…

I can’t even do what I want and what I think…
Trying to voice out what I want to say but hard to do that…
People will talk bad about you behind you…

Compare to last time…
I will don’t mind what people talk bad behind me…
But now I will care about it …

I am in changing situation and also lost myself…
When I can get myself back?

Nobody can tell me…

Friend…
I am not emo…

I just write something to relieve one’s feeling…
Haha…

Although I have change a lot..
But still have something do not change at all…

That thing which never changes at all is optimism…

Optimism made me alive through the hard days…

So, friends, don’t worry about me…
I won’t die and give up at all…

I still can survive in this world which is changing…
Haha…

Everything will be changing into a good situation…

I believe in that…

Using a sentence from a song lyric…
“看到的，听到的，不要信”…

And then continue with my sentence…
“只相信我所相信的”…

Haha…
That’s all about what I want to say…

I believe in what I have believed…