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Saturday, August 27, 2011

Fiction 27082011

Posted by Aiden Chan on August 27, 2011 in

The day was come and now is the time to leave here…
I thought that I can write a lot for this post and so on…
I thought I will write in Chinese because it can tell more about what in my mind…
In fact, nope, I can’t…

The first time I can’t express my feeling through my words even thought with my Chinese words.
Keep on re-write again and again…
At the end I had write nothing at all…

The so first time I had such situation,
Feeling is over my control, the first time I had been in such way…
Time now is 6.15am and yet I’m still awake…

I feel so sleepy actually but I choose to not sleep yet,
It is the last time I sit in the room =(
I gonna leave here soon, and so soon…

Sadness can’t describe by words, it beyond what the words can told =’(
Looking at the house here, the house was so empty now…
No stick-it-notes on the door, no photo on the wall, and the Eiffel tower was gone =’(

Eiffel tower was gone...

It was empty when open it, no one sit inside ='0

Lady bird was gone and leave the rabbit alone here ='(

The shoes was gone too ='(

My lovely housemates were not here anymore, and I’m alone in the house now…
It’s hurt that it was my last time to stay here…

There are much of memories which in this place…
Birthday celebration, discussion, gossip, and so on…

It is true =')

I miss my housemates so much now =’(
No one for me to annoy for…

I cannot annoy them after today…
No more breakfast together anymore…
No more text in the morning…
No more going class together…
No more skip class together…

No more lovely teh ice with the lovely gang =’0

There are so many no more anymore now…

Nick leaving on last Tuesday for work…
Victor also leaves in the second day…
My lovely housemates Koh and abby also leaves on yesterday…
Jun hao leaves on yesterday also…

Everyone also leaving here so soon…
Tears fall automatically when think about all of this…
It’s hurt =’(

Looking at the photos here, do you all still remember all of this?
How the view was when looking out from my hostel, do you remember it?

Do you still remember how the view was when we waiting in front of nick’s house?

Please remember it, please.
It is so important to remember, we had live and life together =D

The time now is 6.26am, the feeling is mess now…
I found something special in one of the photo =’)
Here the photo is,

Do you still remember this?

This is the group photo of my MEM presentation..
The first and ever presentation in our diploma life…

Look clearly, our gang are all inside this photos =D
Totally 8 of us were inside the photo…

If not mistaken, we’re not yet form our own gang…
But this is the fate to us =’)
Our story our fiction starts at that time…

I just want to say,

Thank you to you all =’)
Thank you for being so kind to me…
Thank you for being my friends…
Thank you for supporting me always…
Thank you for everything, I had a good memory and good life with you all =’)

Please remember me; there is a fat boy with mushroom hair and like to eat a lot…
The booklet I made for you all…

Please take good care of it, it is about the our memories =’)
I really want to be with you all in the future =’)

Show you guy something here, a comparison between the first sem and last sem of diploma =’D
I’m getting fat and you all getting handsome and pretty =D
Haha, its look funny but it shows how we change together… =’)

And I have a wish to do with you all…
I know it is hard to do so but at least “maybe” …
We go Paris together in the future =’) if can…
I had make one photo for now , next time we go and shoot the real photo with the real Eiffel tower…

I really hope it will be happening in the future… =’)

Lastly before I leave,
I know it may be a bit crazy and not mature…
But yet I keep want to do…
Make a promise can?

Remember me always =’)

Thank you for being my friend.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

20110810 Black Day

Posted by Aiden Chan on August 10, 2011 in

20110810
A day which important to me…

Never ever forget what had been happened to me before this day…
Like a stranger when we first met at the beginning…
End up like a big family right now…

20110810
The last class of my diploma studies life…
It is the last day I’m in class with all of my college friends here…
Never ever think that we’ll close like this way…

Drama in the class, play joke around each others, cooperates to done some assignment and so on…
It will be the one of the greatest memory in my life…
Unbelievable, time move forward without my notice…

Finally came to the end now,
I just realize that I had been used to all of this for the past 2 years…

We always organize event, the fashion, the culture and the farewell…
The last event of us was black the college…

No other meaning, we just want to be all in one =)
Take out camera, photo shooting non-stop…
We’re trying to capture every little moment as we can…

Hope to freeze the time but we can’t…

Photo taken, saying goodbye to each other’s…
The memory of we first met was appear in front of my eyes…
It just feels like yesterday, we’re just met and know each other’s…

First met up in the MEM class, looking on each other, searching for your own gang…
Photo shooting together, organize for the event…
Dance together, share the chocolate and cheese cake with all of you…
BBQ with all of you, trip to KL branch and so on…
I remember all of the little single things between us…

Tears blur the image =’(

I’m gonna leave all of this soon…
I already be use to all of you, the gang, the gossip, the way we used to be =’(

No more drama in the class…
No more gossip in the class…
No more complain together…
No more dinner and breakfast together…

There are so many no more anymore…

As what my friend told me, it not an ending and it is another beginning…
I know but feeling doesn’t…

I’m fine, I’m not getting mad or how…
But I just miss all of it =’(
I sure I will miss it badly in the future…

I don’t know you guy will read this or not but yet I still want to say so…

Thank you for everything =’)
Thank you for being my friends
Thank you for play joke with me,
Thank you for stay with me for the past 2 years…
Thank you for supporting me for the past 3 years…
Thank you for never let me be alone for anytime anywhere…

I do love you all so much and I really mean it =’)

As what my friend said, the history of DPR 09/11 is ended up by today =)
Wish you all have a good future and take care of yourself… =)
And yet can do me a favor?

Please remember me can?

Remember me forever if can =)

Think of me when look at Domo-kun =’)
Think of me when look at any handmade =’)
Think of me when saw a fatty boy there =’)

Please do remember there is a fatty boy with a mushroom hair style…
A fatty boy who are your classmate and friend before…

Thank you for everything =’)
Like what the other call us…