The-Me-now

The-Me-now

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 31, 2011 in

photo credits to The-Me-now
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1 week to go Chinese New Year is coming soon…
I’m awaiting it to coming…

Yes, you’re right, I’m in holiday now…
I’m wallow in pc game and it makes be return to the past self…
Staying home always just to play the game… xD
I love it so much, thank you to my friend… =D

I had continuous 1 week for shopping in Jusco after I back to hometown…
Long time didn’t go there I miss it so much but yet I’m over… =P
It makes me feel bored about it… xD

I didn’t follow my plan which I mention on last post because my laziness… xD
I went for movie with my mother, “天天好天The greatest day” …
I love it so much and it is just-so-Malaysia…
And it makes me cry-like-hell… =(

I also went for movie with my friends, “笑着回家home-coming” yesterday…
Another touching movie I had watched…
Love it so much and this is the first movie I had talked much during watching… xD
I love the way we watched movie together and tease on each other… xD
Miss you so much Dai koh, small koh, Jun hao and ab…
Btw ab don’t worry, I try to learn how to sew the costume for you to disturb small koh… xD
After movie we go to steamboat “again”, haha…

Miss the way dai koh tease on small koh so much… =)
Photos are not with me now but ab there…
Wait till I get it then only upload…

I also went to climb last Friday with jun hao and victor…
And I had met new friends, a gang of crazy girls… xD
They are all just so funny and pretty at all…
Nice people there are and I really feel happy to be friend with them…

Thank you to Xiao han for fetching me back home…
Thank you to Xiao Yu and Shin for giving us a deep impression about “HAHA siao” advertisement…
I heard it through MyFm radio, and it impress jun hao much, he think of you when watch that advertisement… haha… xD
Thank you to HuiNi and Zhen for showing us the power of makeup… xD
No worries, both of you look good also without makeup, it is good… =D

Taken a lot of photos and all in HuiNi’s camera, when I get it then only post it out… xD

Going out with ke wei, macy and ethan, lolz…
And meet up yin jye, and also know new friends… =D
I love to out with you all… haha…

Afterward being a homeboy and staying at home for everyday…
No money to spend anymore…
Anywhere, I still love it so much for staying home… =D

Lastly want to shout that…

I MISS YOU ALL MY FRIENDS!!!

I really mean it… =’)

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End-Start

End-Start

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 18, 2011 in

Before I started my post…
A conversation between me and my friend…

Me: I plan to change my blog background. You see this nice or not?

My friend: Okay, look nice.

Me: I think so but didn’t represent me. My photo is not at the banner.

He looked at the blog again and say…

“No worries, look at the Domo-kun can know that you’re the blog owner already.”

Yes, as you all can notice that I had changed my blog background!!!
And that’s is my favor Domo-kun… xD
I am crazier with Domo-kun now, Opps nope, is always…
Btw happy to hear that from my friend,

Domo-kun = Me = OrangeJuice

Thank you =)

Exam over Holidays started since 2 days ago…
Stay back at Kampar to enjoy the day without exam and study…
Quite relax and yet bored… haha…

This is because all my friends had gone back to hometown…
Wake up in the late afternoon, do nothing for whole day…
Bored but I enjoy it… =)

I had planning to do something after exam over…
And now is time to do so…
There are just too much of I think I need to complete during this semester break…
Hope that I can complete as much as I can… xD

Here is my to-do-list for this semester break… =D

You may laugh at me when you read the last goal… Lolz…
I know that I had set it since long time ago and yet I never achieve it…
Anyway, just try my best again… =P

“NEW year starts NEW.”

My new tag recently which abby hate I LOVE so much… xD

Nothing more to write…
p/s: you can leave comment for the new background of my blog... =)
      not design by me, i found through Internet one (Only background)...
     
Hope that I can achieve all of that during this semester break…
At last…

An ending means a beginning of something…

Happy Holidays to all my friends…

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15-1-2011

15-1-2011

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 16, 2011 in

Me : Domo-kun! I had finished my exam! =)

Domo-kun : …

Me : Means that my holidays officially started from right now!!! =D

Domo-kun : …

Me : I’m pretty happy right now. Do you feel that? =D

Domo-kun :…

Me : Lolz, too bad… =S

Domo-kun : …

Me : … Ya, I’m just not… =(

Finally the horrible exam had ended…

Dislike the feeling of sitting in a big big hall…
Looking around you can see how clever others are…
Lower down their head, take up the pen, started to write till the time-up…

Time up, walking out from the hall, somebody else scream out “Finally!”…
Happy come in stress gone when we came out from the exam hall…

I just feel nothing at all…
I should cry out happiness instead of nothing…

I can exactly know the feeling-of-her…
Not in anger but just in fear…
Fear on everything him do and so…

Flashback on what had happened between all of us...
Now only discover the truth…
What I had said and done for everything as I can, is it worth at all?
It is no more important…

You’re talking to me but yet I didn’t answer you…
Sorry about that, I really don’t know what I can answer anymore…
I’m not intending to ignore you but it just the only way I can…
A way that can protect me from the emotion you given…

Try so hard just to pretend nothing but I just can’t at last…
I always honest to the one I cherish on…
I can’t tell a lie to anyone who I cherish on even myself…

I will not to cover your feeling with my acting skills…
I just can’t overcome the feeling in my mind…

No more reasons can be accepted once you done it…
What you do is different with what you said…
You know what you always like to do and how you do…

Is okay, anyway…
Sorry for I can’t take the same reaction toward you…
I can’t cross the threshold in my mind…

I’m really happy that finally you chosen the way you want…
No unexpected at all because it is the only way…

Sorry for can’t giving the thing you want…
Even though it is just a little thing…
Before it’s too late, is time to end up the thing although I’m not willing doing so…

Please do me a favor can?

Take care and cherish everything you own it…
Don’t even hurt a person more than one times…
Nope, no anytime...
You never know the power of hurt can deeply to change a person reaction…

Everyone is connected and no one is alone…
When one person involve the others will too…
So think before you do…

Don’t do action when you in an anger mood or sad mood…
Keep it in mind, I’m no longer to remind you about this anymore…
Smile when you can, look clear on it and decide…
Don’t be in two minds, 2 is not really better than 1 sometimes…

Exam ended holidays started…
My semester break is starting from right now…
Semester break always have the power to clean and clear the mess…
Time to water down the mess, hope that you can enjoy your holiday…

Lastly,

Don’t lie to anyone include yourself, the answer is in your mind since started…

Take care & all the best… =’)

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Just A Fiction

Just A Fiction

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 07, 2011 in

时间的逼迫，人为的情形。。。
强迫着选择，犹豫的抉择。。。

这都是命运的玩笑。。。

自我中心的不信任造成你的负担。。。
自私的想法，造成今天的遗憾。。。

你我相遇是注定。。。
小时候的认识，长大后的际遇，爱情的过客。。。
我们是注定，注定分离。。。

天真地聆听你诉说着未来。。。
坚信那所谓的未来。。。
因为心真的为那而暖了。。。

以为能如童话般开心幸福。。。
无需言语的沟通，眼神交流，你知道我想的。。。

那都只是曾经。。。

尝试到达我们说好的未来。。。
撇开刺耳的流言蜚语，无视他人的言语。。。
相信爱情世界只需两颗心就能排除万难。。。

爱情的故事起了戏剧性的变化。。。
局外人的出现，故事的连接。。。
慢慢地故事不再只属于你我俩。。。

以为爱情， 两颗心的世界。。。
是，但前提需要两颗相爱的心以及互相信任的心。。。
恍然发现，爱情不是相爱就足够。。。

我爱你，所以打从一开始我就相信你的一切。。。
不过问，因为知道全都是为我好。。。

你爱我，但是你不信任我。。。
感受到你的爱却找不到你对我的信任。。。

爱情，坚韧，但也脆弱。。。
因信任而坚韧， 因怀疑而脆弱。。。

到达不了那美好的未来。。。
不是不爱你，而是不会去爱你。。。
爱你却给不到你要的点点滴滴。。。

爱情从未离开过，只是我记得，你忘了。。。

伤害已成，复原也有疤痕，
时间可疗伤，效力有限。。。

看到那曾经，心还是会隐隐作痛。。。
删除曾经为未来筹备的点点滴滴，因那不在归我所有。。。

没有谢谢，因为从未给过你什么。。。
没有抱歉，因为你从未做错什么。。。
没有再见，因为不会再相见。。。

感觉不到一切因已经麻痹。。。
心，不再如刀割般地痛，因习惯。。。

回头看，嘴角微微上扬，笑了。。。
人生如戏，眼泪的滑落提醒我这是回忆。。。

爱情的后遗症，心，还是隐隐地， 痛了一下。。。

It’s just a fiction…
Not anything more than that… =)

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My Sunshine

My Sunshine

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 04, 2011 in

A number game is being the rage in facebook…
Inbox the person a number between 1 and 5000…
And the person will make his/her status the number you given and what he/she’ll tell you what he/she thinks about you…
The fun thing is that only you and the person know what your number is…

I follow the trend and play it…
I had replied more than 30 people…
Thank you for concern and send me number… haha…

Something comes to my mind during the time I reply…
I tell the feeling on how I think about them…
And all of it is truth and true feeling of mine…
My reply is short because of the limitation of text typing in fb status…
Actually I had many things to write about for each of my friends… haha…

Suddenly feel happy that I own many friends…
Ya, it is less compare to those who had more than thousands friends in fb…
But it is enough to me already…

Friend is not about the quantity but quality…

“Friendship isn’t a BIG thing – its a million little things.”

A quotation from internet…

Ya, totally agree with it…
Friendship can’t build suddenly but need much of time…
How to build a good friendship is depend on all the little things you had done to someone else…

Each photo of us is the record of our friendship…
It is prove of our friendship…
It reminds me on the way you treat me…
The way you change me…
The way you teach me how to trust a person by my deep heart…

Friends are amazing… =)

I feel warm when receive the number from my friends…
Happy like cried out of happiness…
Secondary school friends, new friends, college friends and some friends who’s we seldom chat…
Friends lost contact, Senior and blah blah blah…
All send number to me… =)

Feel touch like gonna cry-like-hell when replying to them…
It reminds me of my old school story during replying…
And it discovers that I am one of the lucky people in this world…

God, I really miss all of it…
Hope to give all my friends a bear hug at that moment…
I feel lucky because I had such good friends around me…
Thank you for accepting me as your friends and I really cherish on each little things had happened between you and me…

I feel warm when looking on my fb wall which full of number and words…
Many scenes come into my mind suddenly…
Flashback on every little thing happened…
How we know each other and the way we being best friends…
Gossip around and talk bad about somebody else together…

Tears fall not because of sadness but cried out happiness…
Feel safe when being with my friends…
I am so glad to know and meet you all…

At least you all let me know that I am still worth for something…
At least there is still somebody else care about me…
At least I still can do something for the one I cherish on…

Please, remember me always although I can’t chat with you all always…
Please, feel free to drop me a message to let me know you’re still at somewhere else…
Please, feel free come to my blog here have a look can? At lease you can know about me and feel stick with me…

Does a favor for me can?

Remember me always till the end… =)

I won’t forget anyone else and yet I will try my best to keep contact…
Hard I know but I try…
I really cherish on all of it…

Friendship is my album to keep the only You and Me…

I want to collect YOU and ME more…

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Record book 2010

Record book 2010

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 02, 2011 in

Looking at the calendar, looking at my watch…
Today is the last day of 2010…
After few hours it will be a new brand year to everyone…

Like what usually done for every the end of the year…
I will write the conclusion of the ended year and the wishes for the coming year…

Looking back on what had happened on this year…
There are too much of things had happened during this year…
And all of it I can remember always and it just like a tattoo which sticks with me forever…

There are much happiness had happened in this year and yet there are also many saddest had happened at the same time…
I had learned a lot from this year especially from friends…

We can’t even have a simple mindset because it will make us by others…
I admit that I am not that kind of people who had a simple thinking…
I am complicated to somebody else but yet what I want was just simple…
Not like what my look tells…

“People always look at what I had done but yet they don’t care on why I done that.”

Quote find from internet…
Meaningful I think that’s why I shared here…

Ya, what it says are totally right…
People never ask why we do so but yet just see what we had done…
They never care on our feeling when thing come true…
In other words it means Selfish…

Nobody can give a true love to others…
Everyone ask for rewards when they think that they had been pay through the nose for something else…
Nobody can give a true love to others like what a mother give to their children…
Mother never asked for any rewards from their children…
As long as their children happy they will also feel happy at the same times…

I had learned a lot in this year especially in the field of how to communicate with others and what kinds of people have in this world…
I am happy because on what I had learned and what I had seen…

Unfortunately to say that…
All of it really hurts me a lot…
But at the end I still can overcome it for sure there are regrets…

God love to challenge me in different ways he/she can…
Lucky is not always being with me I know that…
Anyway, I can overcome it because there are somebody else support me and treat me with their sincerely…

It hurts me because it wants to teach me a lesson…
It hurts me just because want save me from dangers…
It hurts me just because to let me know what kind of people I had met…
It hurts me just because to help me differentiate the one I should worth for…
It hurts me just because to save me from a lie…

It hurts me just because it wants me to accept the truth…

Truth always cruel but I love it so much…
I can accept any truth which can hurt me deeply…
In condition that I just need time to analyze and to recover from it…
It is a truth which I can’t change it so the only solution is to accept it…

I’ll never forget on what had happened but yet I will remember it till the end of the days…
Accept is the only solution…
And for sure being honest is better than everything…
I prefer honest to be rather than lie to me…
Don’t stop down because of me, I will get back and follow up you all soon… =)

I love 2010 because I had gone through many lessons in this year…

My 2010 is not all about saddest but yet there is still some happiness…
I can promote to Diploma year2…
My event assignment had been done successfully and more than what I expended…
I had done my magazine assignment which is my favorite…
Getting 2 biggest dolls during my 20 years old birthday…
Passing exam with a flying colour of result…
I had changed my handphone…

And I just receive the doll I order from Internet… damn cute… =)
By the way, ya, I get my car license at the end of 2010…
Haha…

Haha… I still awaiting the coming soon year…

Wish all of my friends can have a better year in 2011…
And I can still survive to fight in 2011…

God I love the way you challenge me because I can grow up more…
And makes my life be more interesting…

But please do me a favor…
Don’t challenge me too much on 2011…
I am worries I can overcome it by my limitation power…
But yet if you keep doing so, never mind, means you recognize that I can overcome it…
Haha…
I can do anything but just not everything…

Learn from the past, you can have a good future…
Stop it when you feel tired, rest for a while can continue…
Don’t stop because of me, I will follow up as soon as possible…
Don’t forget who am I, I am CCM a.k.a OrangeJuice…
The one who always try to go through anything by his limitation power…

Last but not least and yet it is most important…

Bye 2010, I will miss you…
Hi 2011, I will overcome you…

Ended the record book of 2010, started a new record book 2011…

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Hi 2011

Hi 2011

Posted by Aiden Chan on January 01, 2011 in

Happy 2011 … =)

Time move forward…
2010 was only passing by few minutes…

Everyone likes to plan for something else during this season…
And also making wishes during this time…
I’m doing the same thing too… =)

Step on this new brand year…
Don’t know why that I feel excited … =)
Some things get into my mind suddenly…
I need to plan a lot and to achieve all of it… =P

Make a wish that I can pass my entire subject…
Make a wish that I can graduate in this year…
Make a wish that I can return my friends money…
Make a wish that I can earn more money…
Make a wish that I can get more and more dolls in this year…
Make a wish that I can return back to the body shape I had last time!!!

Last one is the most important I need to do so….
Another urgent issue is to recover back my face!!!

God is challenging me now and I really suffer from that… =0
Oh my god, hope that everything will be fine as soon as possible…

Exam is coming soon…
I don’t want sit for the same subject second times…
Is time to study and yet is time to cheer myself up…

Lastly,

Happy New Year 2011!!! =)

Started another journey again…

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